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Feeling demonic harmonic in a no go zone
2002-01-09
wow. it's been three days since my last update. didn't know school's taking up so much of my time til now. but actually that can't be it cos i skipped yesterday. can you believe it? 2nd day after the holidays and i skipped. but then again..it was a tuesday and on tuesdays i always need a hell of a lot of willpower to get out of bed. dunno why, but on tuesdays i am most likely to skip.
oh and to bore you even more...my hate list for today would be:
tabloids - who cares which royal is gonna marry when?
alright...there you go, now you know what you SHOULDN'T do/have/be when you're with me. hehe
enough rambling for tonight. i gotta tease my sims now. i downloaded a fred durst skin and i still have to find the 999 ways to kill/torture good old freddy.
stay beautiful!
but this time i had a reason. i had to get up at 5am cos i had missed 'dawson's creek' the day before so i wanted to watch it in the morning and then go to school. but then i was so tired so i said i'd skip the first 2 lessons, get some sleep between DC and school and everything would be fine. and then i was too lazy to get up so i stayed at home the whole day. oh, and guess what? today i missed DC again which means i have to get up at 5am tomorrow morning aswell. but i won't have to be at college before 10am so that's cool.
so what else is new? oh yeah. my friend who has a diary here, too is gonna visit me soon. actually we don't know when yet because she lives in north germany and i live in west germany and it's about 4 hours from her place to mine. in train ticket terms that would be around 80� per ticket and about �40 for gasoline. so it'll last til march or so 
but i can't wait anyways.
i didn't get any further with my festival plans, either. no setlist news, no new dates, nothing. nor did blink 182 publish their new dates. the only thing i know is that jimmy eat world won't support them anymore which sucks big time. actually i was more or less going there because of them. now i have to survive sum41 who i don't wanna see at all to see blink 182 who i don't really need to see, either. *sigh* i guess i'm not meant to see the bands i wanna see. btw...if anyone volunteers to go to the zeromancer gig on 8th feb in bochum...mail me 
oh, while we're talking about it...did you hear about feeder? the drummer killed himself! i'm not the biggest feeder fan even tho i liked what i've heard so far but that news really shocked me. i've seen some interviews not too long ago and he sooo didn't seem suicidal or anything. i mean...of course, you can't exactly tell what's going on inside of someone but usually with rock stars you're at least able to tell who's likely to kill himself, or let's say more likely than others. if you take for example kurt cobain at least everyone knew he kind of thought the world sucked and stuff but with feeder i just never saw it coming. when i think about it...i guess i wouldn't even know about my friends. ok, some of them often talk about suicide and then it's quite obvious that they're feeling like that. but a few weeks ago we had a conversation at school and some of my class mates said that they had already tried it and that really shocked me cos i wouldn't have thought it of anyone in my class. they're all just so...dunno...well, superficially spoken they're simple-minded trendies and i'm not being mean or unfair here. that's how they come across, i'm sorry. and i think they know it. hey, one of my best mates is one of them and i guess that proves i am not bitching here. it's just the way they seem to me. i guess i seem cold and moody to them. 
the bill cosby show - it's just plain boring isn't it?
my pets - they seem to have started a riot. they're sooo noisy lately and they just won't give up.
old people on bycicles - why do they have to be there where i am driving??? 
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