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This is me
2005-09-26
Wow, my first entry via e-mail. Fancy shit! Is it me or is the
world getting weirder everyday? Well, just excuse any dodginess
layout-wise as I haven't tested this way of submitting an entry before.
Anyway, right now I'm lying in bed, comfortably writing this with my
spiffy Sidekick, feeling all important. Who needs a laptop anyway?!
Apart from that I am pretty miserable. It's almost 4 AM and I'm still
wide awake with nothing to do. Not tonight, not tomorrow, not ever. I
got another offer for a job interview today and once again, I had to
turn it down because it was an insurances thing. I'm so pissed off by
now. They all use the same silly strategy: they start by saying they
cooperate with the job agency. I've not tried it but I have no doubt
that, were I to ask people at the job agency, they'd tell me they had no
idea. Then they ask me about what kind of job I'm looking for. And I say
"Assistant, secretary, back office...things like that. But NO sales!"
and they say "Uh huh...great. So how about selling insurances?" Wtf? I'm
not that stupid! They waste my time and I don't appreciate that. Today's
asshole even had the cheek to say that I could open my own agency with
it and that it would be so awesome and that I'd only have to
invest some two or three hundred Euros! Knob-jockey!
Things in other departments of my life aren't all that peachy, either.
Everyone around me is always busy and working and blah and I'm just the
loser with no life. I never go out anymore. So I have nothing to talk
about but how miserable I am and the occasional band / record I discover
on the net. Which bores people and makes them talk to me even less. And
that makes me even more paranoid, so I just shut myself away even more.
*sigh*
Today, however, I did go out. There was no other way, though. I had to
go and get new glasses. Or order them, anyway. I got some serious emo
ones. Just to go with the cliché and all. Have to go pick them up on
Tuesday.
This whole sitting at home doing nothing stuff is doing weird things to
me. I really enjoy watching Numb3rs at the moment. Something I wouldn't
ever be into if I was in my right mind.
Last week, they found another way of pissing me off by sending back my
application stuff (CV, reports, etc...) In a folder that was not my own.
I always use super-expensive 3-6€ folders and they sent it back in a
cheap 50cent one that could be bought from Aldi in a 100-pack. I'm still
debating whether to call them and demand my folder back... I'm not
actually that petty but they wrote one of those fucking "Blabla...not
enough job experience..." reply and that's the worst thing they could
write. So if they can be pissheads, so can I.
Obviously, things with Maja aren't going too great
at the moment as you can see in her latest entry. Oh well...
I also installed ICQ again which just can't be healthy...
I wish AFI would finally release the new album and tour round here. I
need them so much right now. I know this sounds twisted but that's how
it is at the moment. They provide so many answers to questions that I
don't even dare ask aloud...
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