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say hello to good times
2005-07-25
you know...back in the day when i was still actively involved in the whole lovey-dovey thing and was hurt and heart-broken, i vowed to never let it happen again unless it was me breaking someone's heart.
today, i got a slight taste of what it's like to be on the other side and it's even worse.
i feel miserable. and a dangerous amount of self-loathing nearly consumes me. even more so than usual.
the worst thing is that i don't know what hurts more, being enough of a bitch to not even give him a chance or not having him down on his knees to be a boost to my ego, anymore.
blah, i suck.
readymade - the tease