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j'adore
2003-01-22
i hate my class, hate my class, hate my class. why can't they all just die? or at least disappear. i am really pretty much frustrated. i'm not a big fan of school anyway but they're making it hell. it's not that they do anything to hurt me specifically. but they're all just so annoying that the teachers really get mad after 5 minutes. and then we have to do stupif stuff. write long essays and whatever just because the teachers feel they don't want to discuss anything with us anymore because there is no point. it's really disgusting. especially during the german lessons. our teacher is so interesting. she's in her mid-30's and has lived in loads of countries already (especially 3rd world countries) and she keeps telling us about her travels. and she also has such an interesting character because she's really fair and hardly ever has prejudices. and we can basically do whatever we want during her lessons as long as we aren't too noisy and don't disturb the others. but our dear guys shamelessly abuse that and keep being SO noisy. it's really not funny anymore and it really makes me angry. i really like discussing things with the teacher and hearing about her views on things because it always inspires me when i think i am talking to a smart person.
anyway... on to nicer subjects...
i think my mom and me got a little carried away when we went grocery shopping today. we spent �80 just on food. *lmao* ok, it's food for a whole week and there was loads of fresh meat and everything which is usually a bit expensive. but still... i can't help it, though. there was so much new and exciting stuff. i found ice lollies which look almost exactly like the one nicky eats in the 'you love us' video. so i can copy him and take piccies of me. hehehe. and i also found a yummy fresh mixed salad with tuna fish. quite shockingly, though most of the stuff we bought was rather healthy. or at least not much candy and junk food. loads of fruit and vegetables and things like that. i think we only spent about �5 or something on candy. ok, maybe �10 if the ice lollies count (yeah, we bought many of them. :p )
oh btw...if you're a diaryland member you know about this already, so skip this paragraph.
okay, i have nothing else to say now (because i suck) so i guess i'll just end this here.
also, i think it's very very disrespectful towards her. i mean, i agree that you needn't show much respect for bastards like the teacher i mentioned in my last entry as they don't show any for us, either. but nice teachers really don't deserve being treated like that.
i finally bought an MD player on monday. i basically need it to survive at school. so i can listen to music during the lessons. because it's so ickle and has a remote control i can easily hide it and switch songs and all. i listened to "the bitter end" all the time today. for those who don't know...it's placebo's new single. keep listening to your local radio stations and i'm sure you'll hear it soon. there are also several places which have the song online already but i don't know if i'm allowed to post any url's, so i won't. the clever ones among you will find it anyway. hehe.
it's soooo brilliant. i was really afraid i wouldn't like it. i always am when a band i like releases something new. they always talk about how different their stuff is gonna sound and how much they were experimenting and all. and that makes me all scared. i'm just unable to say "yeah, it's really crap". so i always pretend to like it and only a few weeks later go like "well, i didn't like it all that much anyway...". plus, i mean, it's placebo. if it was crap, the world would go down or something. for me anyways.
i am so excited now. i just can't wait until i finally get to see them in concert. only...uhm...50 or so days left. today, i also heard they'll go on a proper tour in april which is a shock because if they start touring in april, they'll be here in may, i suppose and i'll be in malta then. eep. i even told my mom i am ready to cancel the trip. which, of course isn't true. well, i would do it...technically. but that would cause this huge riot in my family again and yadda yadda and i guess i'd be in deep shit then. but if i'll sit on this dead little island while placebo are playing possibly in our back yard (yeah, right) i'll be sure to make at least that day hell for everyone. muahaha.
sometimes i really hate it so much that noone shares my love for this band. i know i mentioned it already and i noticed it again today. or...at least i want someone to understand. right now i can't think of anyone who wouldn't smack my head if i told them i'd give up my first long holiday after 2 years for maybe even only ONE concert of this band. but i mean. it's not even that i prefer placebo over malta. i just know i couldn't enjoy it. i'd just wish i could be at the gig. and no reasons or arguments could make me forget that they are playing a gig while i am stuck on that island. the problem is that going to malta is something I can plan. i can take a few days off anytime and fly over there. but when where a gig is gonna happen isn anything i can control so that's the way i think to set my priorities.
andrew (dland owner) made this new site, swappingtons which is a bit like ebay, except you don't sell items for money but you get points and then you can use those points to get other things. so you can get rid of old stuff you don't like (but others might) and get other things without paying for them. it's really neat. and now the shameless plug: if you're going there and you like the idea and you sign up, can you please put my username (liebling) in the box where they ask who referred you to the site? if you also list at least one item i'll get 8 points. i'd love you for that. you needn't sign up and list something for me, though. only if you really like the idea and would try it anyways. :)
and while we're at it...we've updated deep-obsession.com lately so check it out if you like. :) no, infact if you don't check it out, i'll hurt you.
placebo - the bitter end