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retarded bastards!
2003-01-17
i hate school more than ever now. i have this bloody fucking ass of a teacher and he makes me wanna take a pumpgun and use it. he's basically the george w. bush among german teachers. i think the slightest bit of power makes him so horny...
i'm also annoyed because it's only a few weeks til maja comes here and we have no plans, yet. and there is nothing to plan, either. i've checked everything. there are so concerts, no comedians, nothing. the only interesting thing going on here will be the visions party in dortmund and that'll be on the same day as the red hot chili peppers gig. the neverending boring-ness of this place would be easier to accept if it was a small village or something. but for germany's 7th biggest city which is also surrounded by dozens of other big cities, i think i can expect a bit more...
geez, i ordered so much stuff lately. basically loads of t-shirts. one's especially hilarious reading 'fuck me i'm famous' ok, it's quite an old joke but i still like it. and another one has a jesus picture on the front and basically looks fab. but i promise i won't order any more things now. *swears* ok, maybe i'll create my own 'hi. i don't care. thanks.' one and get it done professionally. but i dunno yet...
today, the last row was a bit noisy. but not even really badly. and they threw two or three little paperballs around but gawd, we were all rather pissed because another teacher was ill today, so we had three lessons with 'mr bush' and that's awful because he's an amazingly boring teacher. he talks and talks and talks and basically only recited what's written in his stupid books. jacqueline already fell asleep yesterday. *lmao* so we were all annoyed and the only thing he did was telling us that we could PLAY for the last twenty minutes or so. bastard. so, they were a bit noisy and did that stuff with the paperballs and first he only talked about the school rules and all and all of a sudden started shouting like a madman which was totally scary because there was no reason for him to go from slightly annoyed to absolutely pissed off and angry and ready to kill. that, again, made me so angry. especially because he then said 'ok, so we won't play' (hello?!) and when someone asked why he was so angry and if we couldn't talk about it, added 'because i decided this and we'll do that now' in that really 'yeah, look at me, i'm the big boss and i need that cheap bit of power because i have a tiny cock'-kind of way. i could have scratched his eyes out. i am 20!!! i don't need someone to stand in front of me and pretend he's the ruler of everything. when he said that whoever didn't like it could go, i was seriously thinking about taking my bag and going out. the only thing holding me back was the fact that there was so much stuff lying on my desk and packing it all into my bag would have made my exit less impressive. sonuvabitch!
my class is horrible, too. yesterday, we nearly killed each other. jacqueline actually fell out with someone several times. i'm still contemplating wether it would be worth the trouble. after all it's only 4 or 5 more weeks... but if they go on pretending they're the kings of the world, i'll make sure things'll go MY way...
anyway, i must sleep now. somehow, i'll never manage to go to bed early enough...
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