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depression, nervousness and false friends
2002-07-02
i am NOT amused. i had to notice that some people who call themselves my friends are just a bunch of selfish sycophants. ok, i'd have to lie if i said i didn't know they were selfish but really...
hmm...maybe you shouldn't take me serious now. i don't actually know if i'm really mad at them or not. because today i hate the whole world and you certainly wouldn't wanna be anywhere near me. i'm just suffering from an enormous lack of sleep and i'm just nervous because of that stupid blood test results and i'm depressed and generally in a very bad mood. it all started at bloody 5am. i had just gone to bed an hour ago or something. and then i was woken up by my music suddenly stopping. i looked around my room and noticed it was darker than usual and then figured out that it was because all the little colourful lights from my tv/comp/etc were missing. sooo...apparently the power had gone off. and it stayed off so i had a hard time falling asleep without music. and i had to get up at 9am because some time during the day a guy would come around to fix my wardrobe. and i didn't get to go shopping because our car's still being fixed. *whines* this actually means today's gonna be even worse. i have to go to school and home again by bus which actually means i will be stuck inside stinking busses for about 2 hours. would still be acceptable if it wasn't for approximately 10 or 20 minutes. i only have to get the results from my final exams. that means it'll take me 10 times as long as i'm actually gonna be there. hooray! BUT i'm gonna go spend some money afterwards and that's good. oh, and of course i am gonna get the results from the blood test.
you know, it's funny how suddenly people don't know you anymore because your msn isn't working anymore. and it's funny how these are the same people who complain about not having any friends. ha bloody ha.
that's why i'm gonna go off now. i can't concentrate on anything else anyway. *starts shaking in anticipation*
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