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nonsense allover
2002-07-01
eep. i've now come to the conclusion that some people out there are extremely evil. everyone who's tried to send me a note ever since i got this layout and didn't tell me that there was something wrong with the button...SHAME ON YOU!
ok, uhm, so what else happened today? i had to get up at 7.30am to go to the doctor. she sucked litre after litre (at least 6 :p ) of blood from me. and then i went home again and felt a bit dizzy because i hadn't eaten for 14 hours and hunger mixed with fear and excitedness and tiredness makes a really upset stomach. after that, i went to bed again and slept til 2.30pm when my alarm clock woke me up because brian would be on soon. in total that makes...uhm...10 or 11 hours of sleep and i bet i'd still be sleeping. stupid brian! just because of him i'm a poor sleep-deprived girl. *whines*
damn damn damn! there was something highly important i wanted to write in here but right now, i just can't remember it. sooo, i'm just gonna keep babbling nonsense until i remember.
uh...you know what's highly embarrassing? it's 11.27pm now. that means it's taken me more than an hour to write that load of crap. and i still don't remember what i was gonna tell you. sooo...i'm going to bed now. i'm gonna go shopping tomorrow (hopefully) and i have to be fit for that. :p
uhm...yeah, this has been an extremely exciting day...again. no no no, it would be mean to say that because today, the wonderful mr molko was on telly. but that wasn't half as great as i thought it would be. i thought he's be there and sing and talk and basically just spend about half an hour in front of that camera so i could lust after him. but noooo, he was just standing on that stage for approximately 5mins (or how long "carbon kid" usually is) and then disappeared and didn't even join the alpinestars during the 4 sentences they talked with the host. :( but during the song he smiled into the camera and looked like he was to crack up which made me sqeal like an idiot. well, his hair was not-so-fabulous but i didn't really expect it to change drastically within a few weeks. his clothes, however, were awfully sexy. he was wearing boot-cut jeans that made his legs look soooo long (*melts*) and a (little) fitted black button-down shirt. geez, i wanna marry that man soooo much.
talking about pretty people...am i actually the only one who doesn't think pamela anderson is NOT pretty? except for those old guys who find everything pretty that has a hole to put their cock in. but i find her *really* pretty. ok, her style is a little cheap but c'mon, tell me you wouldn't run around in such short and tight clothes if you had the right body. hooray! another person to lust after...as if there weren't enough already.
but the worst thing is: i look like a drug addict! the needle left that HUGE hole in my arm and it hurt for ages. i dunno if that's good or bad. i mean...at least it shows that i'll never be a drug addict because i'm too much of a wimp. but then again...self-induced pain isn't so bad, really. wait, am i planning any possible fuck-up futures right now?
this guy called me again, today. he lives in london and i've known him for...dunno...4 years maybe. i think, i've mentioned him several times before but i'm way too lazy to look for the entries now. well, since the young and curious me decided to have what some people would call phone sex with him once or twice, he thinks, i am interested in actually doing "the real thing" with him and having phone sex each time he calls. well, i bloody don't!!! some time ago, when he called, i said i have a boyfriend now which was mainly a try to get rid of his "offers". obviously, it didn't work. today, he tried it again. and, being the bigmouth that i am, i even told him that i'm going to london in 2 weeks. ok, i said "maybe" but he completely ignored that and gave me a full list of what we're gonna do and all. and then he gave me his number and said i should call when i'm there and all. right. haha. and the worst thing was that he actually started saying that we wouldn't need to fuck and that he respected my feelings and that he just wanted to meet me since it's been so long since we've met on the internet and what we have is so special. i actually asked him about his girlfriend and if he wouldn't be upset and all and he just replied that he loves sex too much to be faithful. i just thought "wanker" but didn't say anything because his "stories" are highly entertaining and i don't want to piss him off and ruin my fun. and i have to say it gives me some kind of satisfaction to reject his offer and stupid tries to turn me on on the phone. *insane giggle*
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