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another day in boredom-land
2001-12-22
ok, i am an annoying little brat and i doubt that anyone's readint this. actually i never thought anyone would read this in the first place but if there were some very nice ppl who did they'll stop now because i write and write and write and nobody cares about the crap i think about anyway *lol* see? i just wrote a whole paragraph about how boring the stuff i write must seem to others *shakes head*
you know what i hate? how ppl have to go out of their way to feel christmassy! i mean...gawwd...if anyone's not in a christmas-mood 24 hours of 'the worst of the worst of christmas songs' on all music channels will only make them wanna go and kill someone if it stirs up any emotions inside them at all. *sigh* why i'm watching music channels for 24 hours in the first place? well...there are christmas shows and teleshopping and whatever on all other channels :p thank elvis it'll be over soon. yey! but then they'll start discussing the new year. and after that they'll find some movie or music awards they can talk about 24/7. and then it's summer and that'll be the start for the football/tennis season. and as soon as that's over it's time for christmas again! wahey! *rotflmao* ooooh, i luv it!
to get more personal now. today's been one of those boooring days again. didn't go out or anything but nearly drowned in self-pity. felt all depressed and stuff again. but actually that's not too bad because i haven't been like that since august or september (the time i changed school actually) and i kinda missed it. but then again...being depressed and sad is never a really good feeling so i found my way out of it (once again) and went back to my usual self which means i'm gonna start looking at the world in my own sarcastic way again. basically that means that i imagine my life being one of those nickelodeon cartoons and i am the main character...getting into the weirdest sort of shit all the time and stuff. that makes bad situations almost seem funny, you know.
btw...i'm trying to add little smilie images in this message now. just because i thought it would make things look more colourful and nicer and all. i can't just keep writing and writing and boring everyone who's nice (or bored) enough to read this to death. don't shoot me if it's not working (i'm just saying this because i don't know if i'll be in the mood to change all this later if it's not working).
the smilies i am gonna use are from mysmilies.com (i'm a bitch but at least a nice one...giving you the link and helping them by sending peeps there and stuff 
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ok before i'm gonna finish this entry...i have a question: am i the only one who isn't too impressed by that so-called 'nu-metal' stuff???? i mean...ok, everyone around me knows already how much i HATE limp bizkit and i have to say i'm not very objective there. but also other stuff like...linkin park, papa roach...i don't really see what all the hype's about. but then again...everyone's entitled to their own opinion and probably there have to be some ppl who like it because there are always some ppl who like something. i just wish i could see what it is they like about it. usually i can see something in things i can point at and say 'aha, probably that is what they like. it's not my thing, but i understand' with that nu-metal stuff i'm just completely clueless.
oh well...i'm ranting. not that that was new. i've been doing that in my past two entries, too. but this time i am pretty tired and i wanna sleep and i start typing even weirder things than usual. 
ok...tomorrow i'm gonna go to celebrate my dad's bday and christmas and hell knows what else so expect a HUGE LOOOOONG rant from me then. about my silly family and how evil they are and whatever *grins*
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