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i'm a barbie girl...
2005-01-25
i bought loads of beauty things today. well, my mum did as i still don't have my cash card. she seemed all happy that for once i wasted her money on useful things, though. instead of CDs and stuff, i mean. i then spent ages trying all my newly purchased goodies. i bought one of those highly expensive automatic eyebrow pluck thingies. i still don't know what's supposed to be automatic about it but now my face is all numb because i was just ignoring the pain and kept plucking for ages. i'm turning into such a girl. i also bought that new mousse make-up and spent ages looking for the right shade. then i went looking for the right blush. i wanted pink but it was all kinda pseudo-pink and i was getting desperate, thinking i'd have to take one of those kinda orange-y colours. but i finally found a pink blush. at home i noticed i don't have a good brush for it, though. only the cheap one that came with it. *sighs* i also got one of those hella scary thingies that bend your lashes. i don't trust it, though. but i'm thinking about getting fake lashes one of these days. they're so pretty. i'm scared of it being painful when you remove them, though. and it probably looks a little disgusting when you're tearing your eye off. still pretty, though.
i have to get up ridiculously early tomorrow. especially considering the 2nd class-job it is for. i thought about it for a while and i'm wondering whether it's really worth the hassle. it's not just a job interview but one of those getting to know you-marathons with group talks and god knows what else. c'mon, this job is only one step away from being a parttime student job, dammit. what was i thinking when i accepted the invitation? well, yeah, i know. probably something like "ugh, i just got up. 8�? 40 hrs a week? uhm...cannot.calculate.that.now." i know i shouldn't be so negative. it could be great. or a total waste of time. gah. why can't i be a positive person for once? i could just lean back and wait for tomorrow to arrive. and then i can ask all the questions i have on my mind and they will give me answers and then i'll get a good view on everything and if they offer me a job, i can still decide. but noooo, i force myself to already come to a conclusion now. pff. i know i'm gonna waste my time. i just know it. but at least i'll look all awesome and pretty with my new make-up and freshly plucked eyebrows...
taking back sunday - one-eighty by summer