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ending an era
2005-01-25
i got a call this morning. the woman on the other end invited me for a job interview on wednesday. it sounded quite promising but after checking which company it is, i'm a little disappointed. first of all, it's in the town i'd least like to work in. then the payment isn't the greatest. but we shall see. for now it feels good to know that i'm not completely crap and there are people who would at least consider to employ me.
so this sudden rush of joyfulness encouraged me to actually DO something today. which ended up being what i would like to call "ending an era". some might call it "cleaning", though. i threw out all the old shit from my apprenticeship, all the printed out fanfiction, some old magazines, all that stuff. i bet i'll take most of it back in tomorrow, though. it ended up being about 8 or 9 bags full of paper and other crap and i think about 10 folders full of even more paper. i can't believe how tidy and clean my shelf looks now. it looks almost ORGANIZED. i also found some old photos of the manics and placebo which made me smile. tee hee. maja next to nicky and sean. <3
tomorrow i guess i will try to get some structure into the other corner. who knows, i might not have time to do all this if i really start work on the 7th.
oh, i found the coolest thing, though. a hello kitty phone memo pad. i had totally forgotten about it but it is so cute and so quasi-useful. well, i will never get the chance to put it into action as it is english and the space for the actual notes is tiny and i suppose it just won't be too useful that way but still, it's hella cute. somebody please call me now, so i can make a memo for myself.
eep. i just remembered that i forgot to shower tonight because of all the tidying and watching slut on tv (BAH @ german lyrics and kids!!) i guess i will stink myself to death tonight. eww.
and a big DAMN YOU @ davey. i love seeing him post on the official forums but i hate how he always sounds like the whole world was his friend. he seems to have about a million friends. how does he manage, dammit? he's a busy rockstar. i'm just a silly little loser girl with only a few friends and i get all stressed out already when two people are trying to talk to me on msn. something's definitely wrong there.
apart from that i am tired. haha, of course i am tired. i moved about a million times more today than all of last year. i'm scared of going to bed, though, as i think i might freeze. when did it get so cold? and when did all that snow fall. and most of all: what day is it?
i have no idea how to get all that junk out of here, though. i guess my car isn't even big enough and i can totally see myself falling down the stairs while trying to carry 5 bags instead of two because i'm too lazy to climb the stairs a few more times. i already informed my mum that she'll have to help me and that we're gonna take her car because it has 4 doors. she seemes so delighted!
placebo - scared of girls