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2002-08-22


i have a new obsession: funny and cute postcards. i ordered two along with my little doll and i also had some older ones. i just put them up on my wall and tho my finger hearts like crazy now from putting the pins into the wall, it really looks cute. i haven't had postcards and anything but larger posters on my wall for ages. it's just...cool.

i finally bought my mom's pressie today. originally, i wanted to pay tickets to go and see anastacia because she's always said how much she'd like to see her once. but the bitch isn't coming on tour. so, i got a gift certificate for her fave book store (my mom's a bookworm and unless there's something really big you can think of, gift certificates for that store are the best thing to buy for her). additionally, i bought a little stuffed toy piggy because she's starting a new job now and it's supposed to bring luck and all. and i put it all in a rather cool-looking 70's hippie-style gift bag. probably i'm also gonna buy one or two bags of her fave sweets tomorrow...if i can arrange it... but i should be able to. i rented "american psycho" on dvd and i have to bring it back tomorrow, so i have an excuse why i'm going to the place where the shop which has those sweets is.

OMG! now i almost forgot the most exciting news!!! the manics tour dates are out!!! waheeeeey! i'm definitely going to munich on 9 november to see them with maja. actually i wanna go and see them on 8 november in cologne, too. but there's absolutely noone to join me and...i don't know. manics gigs don't sound like they're something you wanna go to on your own. and they're not something you wanna go to with your mom, either. so, probably i'm only going to munich (which sounds silly seeing as cologne=1 hour from here and munich=6 hrs from here). but i thought...if i'm not going on friday (8th), i could aswell go to munich right after work (i'm going by train...probably) on friday and maybe stay til sunday which would at least make the whole thing worth the effort. not that the manics aren't worth it. but travelling about 12 or more hours in total for a concert of 2 hours at max sounds a little ridiculous. i haven't talked to maja about that, yet, tho. maybe she doesn't have time. or maybe she doesn't want me to stay. i dunno yet. i just know that i wanna see them at least once. twice or more would be better, of course.

boah, i hate to be treated like a child. i just hate it. i hate comments like "you will see this and that when you get there..." or "you have to get ore experienced with this" wtf? older isn't necessarily wiser! some old people are extremely stupid and silly. i've always been rather mature anyway. and just because i don't have the same opinion on something as you doesn't mean it's all because i'm younger than you. maybe it is just my opinion. if you take, for example my grandfather it is totally pointless to say i'm just having a different opinion on things because i'm younger. some things he does and says have to do with his past and his education. i'm never gonna be like that. but it's not only that generation problem. also people like maja or sometimes even people who are younger than me (i.e. sabrina) treat me like that and i *hate* it. treating people like that just means that you think all people are the same and opinions depend on experience and that's just plain stupid.

talking about maja...we talked on the phone last night and figured out what the main problem was (or at least that's what i figure now). we just have different expectations. she wants our friendship to be like harry&sally and i want it more to be like daria&jane. therefore, our opinions collide each time a problem occurs. she takes everything too serious and i take it too casual. i dunno how to change that and what to do and if we should do something but as we in germany say "einsicht ist der erste schritt zur besserung" (guess it means something along the lines of "realisation is the first step to fixing the problem")

well, that's enough for today. i have to sleep. i only got 4.5 hrs of sleep (or so...) before maja called me to tell me the manics are coming here (for once good news to wake up to :D )


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