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do i look good for you tonight?
2002-02-17
time for a new entry. even tho i have nothing to write about. today was a sunday (no, really?) and you know what sundays are like in my sad little life.
i, however, had a lot of time to think about things in my own sarcastic and pointless way. actually i did nothing but think. not about important things, of course. i got out of bed at around 11am (way too early) sat at the comp for a few mins and then lay down on the sofa again to watch tv and sleep (again). god, the tv programme on sundays is so dumb! i watched a kiddy programme about how to fly an airplane. why on earth would kids want to know? they don't have the age nor the money to get a license for that. and probably they'll never get one, either. and probably they didn't even understand half of the technical terms they were using (nor did i?) so why bother? why do people do such things? explaining stuff like that to kids and blah? it's pointless!
STOP! i gotta insert something here! it's engelchen's bday now (just turned 12am here) HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY DARLIN'!
errhem...ok, back to my actual topic. did i actually have one before? ah nevermind...
hey, i'm wearing my fave shirt today. no, actually it's my 2nd fave. my fave is the black placebo shirt with the black-eyed angel head on the front. but today i am wearing my dark blue cebo shirt with $lave written on the front which is supposed to be a symbol for 'slave to the wage'. uhm...do you even care? i know you don't, yet i am babbling away here. this is one of the many advantages we take from the net. if you were here and i'd be talking to you without stopping and you'd get sick you'd just walk away or tell me to shut up or punch my face. but since this is the net you're bound to stay here and read this crap. nah, actually you're not. you could hit the back button or the little X but you don't. see? you ARE bound to stay here and read this. and you know why? because we are like that. we go to stupid pointless websites with a lot of sick shit written on them that we're not the slightest bit interested in and usually it's not even about people and things we know/care about. yet we read on and on and on til the bloody end and then wonder why we've wasted another few minutes of our sad lives with this crap. i think the internet is actually what has come out when someone put all evil in the world in one place and then started pumping it through little cables and lines and wires and stuff to send it to other people, too.
oh, just ignore me. i'm scaring myself lately. elvis help me, i'm turning into a poptart! seriously. i've been downloading boyband mp3's all day. and i watched mtv's making the band and seriously thought about o-town for a while and what makes the guys so down and blah blah. ok, i've watched the show before. but this time it was a re-run i had seen before, which means i watched it twice and sympathized with them twice. bah. and usually i don't take the show serious, either. but today i did. and at the same time i thought that i should download some of their songs, which i did. and i also downloaded songs by westlife and boyzone. and after making the band was over i zapped around for a while and saw a no angels video and actually sang along. so this is how far it's come with me now. i actually got my manics CDs out now and am listening to them all the time to get me off that trip. it seems to be working.
well, i'm gonna stop here. gotta go and make plans to see a boyband in concert!
stay beautiful!
well, the painters came again to finish their work in the bathroom but apart from that everything was the same as always.
then i got all happy and excited cos loveboat came on and i luv loveboat. it's cheesy, it's old, it's disgusting...i LUV it! *lol* but then i found out that it was the *NEW* loveboat and that sucks so much it's not even funny anymore. i still don't know if the peeps who are making that crap are actually serious or if it's just a sort of parody or whatever. it, however, isn't even funny and not even the slightest bit entertaining and just crap.
after that i watched those awful disney films that are on on sunday afternoons which was even crappier. i've never seen that many bad jokes in a row (well, maybe in a jim carrey film). so i nearly fell asleep but when i was just about to do so, my silly mobile beeped and i was all up again and noticed that i had to pee so i got up and did precisely that. and afterwards i didn't wanna sleep anymore. so i went online with a long list of things i wanted/had to do but forgot about all of it within a minute. so i just ended up surfing and posting around for a while.
ARGH! did i just say that? must...take...medication! urgh!
:::liebling:::
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