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and the winner is...
2003-08-10
i'm still pretty nervous. but i've manage to distract myself very well. i've read about a million diaries today, watched way too many music videos and the star search final has been exciting me way too much the whole day. it's actually on right now and i should really stop grinning like an idiot and squealing like a little teenage groupie each time martin comes on. the song choice of both candidates sucked a little, anyway. oh well...
last night was weird. because of the heat i've been having trouble falling asleep the past few nights anyway and last night i was just lying there staring at the ceiling. and i swear, sometime between dozing off and sleeping i was so sure davey havok from AFI was lying there next to me and talking to me. probably it was some kind of dream or so as i can't even remember what he said and i am not even sure if i got what it was. and yes, i am aware that i am sounding like a silly groupie but it's not my fault that he appears in my...hallucinations (is that a word?). i just found it very comforting. not necessarily because it was him but generally that i thought someone was there.
other than that there is not much i could tell you about. except maybe i could rant on about something that kind of popped into my head today...
well, i thought about how often people actually complain about people being narrow-minded these days. but at the same time they don't realise that being narrow-minded isn't only about not accepting big differences between people but also smaller stuff. for example my mum agrees with me when i say homophobes are narrow-minded but then she doesn't accept the things i like (i.e. music, clothes) which i think is just as bad. you don't have to like everything but why does she have to criticise the things i like?
ahem...let's cut to something much much more important now...
THANK YOU GERMANY!!!
for making my ickle martin-darling the star search winner. finally someone who's really talented. i'm all happy now. ok, as happy as i can be right now but at least that kind of gives me hope that some people in this country know talent when they see it.
and now i shall go celebrate..which probably means getting so pissed that i'll be puking my guts out tomorrow so i can't go to the meeting...
mind you, i guess i'm doing the same with a lot of things. but it just kind of occured to me today how hypocritical we are when it comes to this.
cross your fingers for me, please.
rachel stamp - didn't i break my heart over you?