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*gutted*

2003-03-09


i have a complete new object of hate. ok, objects actually. feminists. they suck so much. yeah, i know that women used to be put down a lot and maybe in the 70's feminists were needed but please? do they have to be so awfully stubborn and so clich�? where's the point in turning everything around? yes, strong and independent women are admirable. but women who are making a point of being strong and independent while they're indeed only bitter are just a pain in the ass. and the worst about it all is that my mom's slowly turning into a feminist. i mean, she actually wants women to win on 'who wants to be a millionaire' just because they're women. and everything that men do is stupid in her eyes. they're silly for watching football, working out, watching porn...whatever. it pisses me off because you can't categorize like that. you can't go women=yes, men=no. and feminists do precisely that and they don't even notice how pathetic they are.

ok, scrap what i wrote about robert. he's actually quite nice. note the 'quite', though. because i can't really make up my mind about him. at times i think he's awfully nice and even close to the edge of being cute because he does all those really flirty things. which doesn't mean i think he likes me...it's just his way of treating people in general. but at the same time he can be very creepy. like you constantly think he's trying to crawl into your ass. i mean, ok, the situation in our company kinda forces everyone to go out of their way so they aren't fired. but that doesn't mean you can't say your opinion on some things. or at least, if you decide not to do it, don't go and do it behind people's backs like that. i mean, i'm there for approx. two weeks now and i know about everything that annoys him at work. even personal stuff between him and other co-workers. i don't think that's necessary. i also think he focuses too much on others. i mean, ok, the shop has a certain goal that has to be reached each week/month and also each worker has a personal goal. and quite often the team's goal isn't reached and of course it annoys him. but if he knows that he's done his job then why complain about others? he won't be in trouble later so he should just shut up.
he also keeps saying stuff that i want to punch his face for. like he said the other apprentice won't get a good report and mine will be better but not that great. i mean ok, he's been an apprentice before and maybe he knows how it goes and all but a) he's not in charge and won't decide and b) there's still plenty of time and i dunno if you can say anything about either of us, yet. so yeah, sometimes he annoys me and sometimes i wanna hug him...

oh, and maja and mariam are pissing me off, too. they're together atm and alex just won that silly popstar casting show and apparently they both like him (was a quick change for mariam, me thinks) and seem to think it's fun to bomb my mobile with 28740786629 messages. which sucks. i just turned it on and got that shitload of one word-messages. plus, i mean, ok i didn't like him and i never said he wasn't gonna win. i don't like him any more or less now. so i dunno what the whole shit is all about in general. never knew i wasn't allowed NOT to like any singers. so if you're gutted now...i don't give a fu-huck! but hat off to you for wasting that much money on nuffing. :p

and now i'll go to bed knowing that i'll see mr perfect's face on telly quite often in the near future. and then i'll go and see *real* superstars on wednesday. haha.


placebo - the bitter end



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