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hello, dolly
2002-08-17
man, i'm so mad at sabrina. her whole "oh, my work's so exhausting and i'm so tired and you have to pity me" is going more than a little over the top. seriously, i mean, i am not naive enought to believe work isn't exhausting at all but it can't be as bad as she says it is. i mean, if it was people needn't be paid anymore because they'd never have the strength to go out and spend it anymore.
instead, i'll show you something pretty. go here and click on the glammy... album (first one). you can see my little silver rocket there (yup, that's what it's called now...because i'm a dork). oh, prettiness.
another sad thing...i've watched the giga peeps playing super mario sunshine and decided i wanted to play my good old yoshi's island again...but it's gone. i can't find it. but i desperately want to play a good old jump&run game again. *sob*
well, i'm off now...
she hasn't contacted me for over a week so i decided it was about time to ask if she's still alive. which i did. and all she did was whine about how tired she was and blah blah blah. originally i had intended to ask her if she'd like to go out some time but...blah. she'd only pull her mommy-thing on me again. like "that's because you don't know how hard it is..." well, right, i haven't started working yet but i know quite a few people who are working already and they still do go out and shit. so well...i decided not to contact her again and if she doesn't either, that will be it. it's sad but i'm sick of her behaviour.
me and friendships really don't seem to mix. it never works out too well. recently an old "friend" of mine got in contact with me again and at the same time it seems like sabrina's leaving. i seem to never get more friends but just find some to replace lost ones. oh well...i'll stop that now because i'm too tired to analyze my life now and if i do i'll probably come up with loads of emotional shit that i'll regret tomorrow.
i'm almost getting paranoid now. i constantly think someone's gonna harm the rocket. i look out of the window several times a day and i yell at people standing behind me at a traffic light for coming up too close.
oh, come and celebrate with me. you can get these lovely little cuties in germany now: 
i ordered the bride of valentine today. i've wanted one ever since the people on the bsh forum posted about them. now i'm finally getting one. i also want the stationary sooo badly because i'd black and has funky ldd stickers and all and i figured it would make nice letters. but it's not available in germany. :( YET!
HIM - razorblade romance