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do.not.talk.to.me.
2003-07-15
do i really suck so much? hell, why do things have to go wrong all the time?
uh...so...robbie...yes, it was awesome. brilliant actually. not that that was a surprise.
also i'll get to see placebo again. in october. only once, though. as there's only a date in munich that i can go to. how will i cope? *sigh*
anyway...i need sleep now...
why i am so mad? because i got a fucking B in english. i got an A in the exam but he's only giving me a B as the final mark because apparently i wasn't "active" enough? hello?! just because i refuse to lift my finger and say something that no one in that fucking class listens to anyway? i mean, each time we had a homework assignment or a task or something i've always done things right and now i am getting a fucking B and melanie the cheap slut who's lifting her finger all the time but only talks crap gets an A. i am not amused. and i actually told her so. she gave me 'her' look again but i didn't care. it's the truth. she made this big fuss about annette and me not being treated fairly because we were allowed to repeat the exam we missed. i'll shove her fucking fairness up her arse.
yes, i am pretty pissed off, thank you very much.
though i am worried about myself as i felt like crying all night. i already nearly started weeping when kelly osbourne came on. for no particular reason. her performance was...ok-ish but out of place. i think it's strange with her. because in a way i wanna be her but i also hate her because she's allowed to be like that. if that makes sense.
as i said, it was completely out of place. a performance like hers shouldn't take place in front og 65.000 people who are waiting for robbie williams. but i also found it cute because she kept giggling. maybe she was pissed? oh, how i envy her.
skin, however, rocked. quite surprisingly. i always thought she was quite a nice woman but i didn't know her performances and music rocked that much. she actually stage-dived and crowd-surfed and ended up in the middle of the crowd. that was really pretty cool. also she seemed very smart to me...the quiet way she talked between songs and all. very good, indeed.
and robbie...well...robbie... *sigh* each time i get to see him i'm surprised how i can always forget just how great he is. it's amazing how he picks single people in the audience and seems to have some 'quiet moment' with them but at the same time no one ever feels left out.
he actually pulled a girl up on stage and lay down on the floor with her, holding her close and that nearly made me cry because i couldn't help thinking how happy she must have been. she seemed like a really huge fan. how sweet.
and...he played "back for good"...his version, of course. man, how i love that!
so go and see him if you get the chance.
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