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minesweeper queen
2004-01-06
congrats to me. i've reached a new low. i spent the past 20 minutes playing minesweeper. not the fun play-with-your-friends msn minesweeper. no. microsoft minesweeper. and, ladies and gentlemen, it gets better. c'mon, you can't have been surprised to hear i played a boring microsoft game. that's nothing new in my life. nooo, the new low is: i figured it out. how many people in this world can say they truly understand minesweeper? hands up! and how many don't understand it but *care*? as in they a) play it and b) think about it? eh? right, probably only a very small percentage which is the same low percentage that is sad enough to lead the same exciting life as me...which would be none at all.
anyway, maybe i'll get to finish this tonight. i want to send it off tomorrow because i also want to start working on the next subject tomorrow evening as it's the last day of the holidays and i'll be busy enough with regular school during the next 3 months as the half term exam will be at the beginning of march. good lord!
really, sometimes i wonder why i even bother getting up anymore. or breathing. why do i do this? it's not really like my life has any purpose. today...i slept for ages. and then spend another hours just lying around doing nothing. unless you wanna call staring at the ceiling something. and then i got up to do...nothing. which i did the whole day. ok, then we went to see a movie but even that was a new low because i go out for a few hours and what happens? i hurt my back. i dunno why and how and what it means but i made a strange movement while sitting down and now my back hurts like crap.
oh, when i came back home i wanted to finish my chemistry homework assignment. and guess what? i'm still not finished. why? because i can't be bothered to think. it's just...i don't give a fuck. i will get rid of chemistry soon anyway and i don't understand the 4th and 5th question and whenever i try thinking about it, my mind goes like "i don't give a fuck!" which i don't. i never understood why chemistry is important. i mean, it wasn't my worst subject and i always understood enough to pass but i never understood why i need to know all this stuff. i'm not saying it's not important for the western civilization. i'm sure the world has learned a lot by paying attention to all this. but someone who just wants a school degree certainly doesn't need to know all the details, do they? gawd...
rachel stamp - superstar of heartache