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super-shitty
2004-12-21
i think it's time for a short entry. very short, though, because i need sleep. and yes, i feel weird saying that when it's only 8.
work is being so shitty. that wouldn't be so bad and rather what i'm used to if it was just 100% shitty 24/7. but it's not. it goes up and down. on monday i was totally sure that things were getting better. i don't know what happened but suddenly, i was able to work on my own and i wasn't dead scared of the people anymore. and today just went completely crap again. mainly because of one incident. one small little mistake which i refuse to believe was mine. the thing is, i had this dude who wanted EVERYTHING. an ISDN connection with the highest tarifs (sp?), DSL, a contract with our ISP...just EVERYTHING! the problem was just that i got a weird error message when i tried to book DSL. so i asked a colleague and she just completely freaked me out. she started talking to the dude and clicked here and there and mumbled this and that and basically only told me to go get the stuff we had printed and all. then, she told the dude that everything was fine and he could leave and FORGOT to sell him the phones and modem and all which he would get cheaper because of the awesome contracts he signed. and she didn't give him a voucher, either. and then she yelled at ME because, apparently, i had used the wrong program to sign him up. she just exploded on me like i was her fucking daughter or something. after that, i was pretty gutted and also felt bad because i thought it was my fault. i know it partly was but she just confused me with all her shit and how am i supposed to know what she had or hadn't done while i was getting the stuff from the printer? i mean, i asked her because i didn't know how to handle things and she didn't even try to explain anything or do it so i could understand what was being done. but yeah, she totally made it seem like i had fucked it up. but i talked to my "guide" a bit later and he said it was ok and in fact easy to correct. ha! and i got to mark the points for the contracts on MY list. hahaaa. take that, BITCH!
i still don't know what i have done to some of the people there. or...actually mostly all of the females. i swear, i have to become a builder, so i can work with mostly men.
the news from the christmas front are rather amusing as it's tuesday, 3 days before christmas eve and i still need presents for my mum, my grandpa, for my mum BY my grandpa and one for alex. i decided not to buy anything for melanie as she is a stupid cunt and i had to do extra-work AT HOME because of her yesterday, so i guess i shall just send her to hell now.
that's all my life is about lately. get up, work, sleep. i hate it.
placebo - every you every me