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i'm out
2003-08-11
well, that's it. i didn't get fired and i didn't quit. not quite that is. i left the hotel, though. this whole thing ended up far more fucked up and confusing than i imagined.
first i arrive at the office of my boss, mrs b. and she's equally confused as me because she was only told some rather random things and didn't really know what went on so i explained her what had happened in the past few days. and she, too, couldn't believe it which caught my off guard because i wasn't expecting not to be in need of a fight there.
so now i am both, relieved and kind of disappointed. as much as i hated the place, as much as i refuse being responsible for this...getting sacked (which it WAS more or less) just isn't nice, sorry.
so...the good news, though are that i finally got my AFI albums. after FIVE weeks. hooray. and i also got a funky call telling me they had arrived. i picked up the phone and this terribly...uhm...motivated (sarcasm, remember?) went "your aaaafi CDs have arrived"...without hello or introduction or anything. i just mumbled a "thanks" and hung up and then burst into laughter.
anyway, tina needs my professional style-related opinion now...for her diary that is...because, as we all know, i have a terrible fashin sense.
so we decide i should talk to the hotel bitch, mrs s. but mrs b had already told me that i could change places if i felt the need. so, we started talking and despite having told mrs b that it was because of the way i work, mrs s suddenly started talking about my dressing sense and all sorts of shit. so, to make it short, i told her that i couldn't understand why she hadn't talked to me first, that i didn't agree with her complaints about my clothes and that i basically didn't agree with the way things were handled. so, we kind of both 'decided' that i should better change.
i called my mum and maja and annette and they all agreed that this was stupid and all. but i still feel a little bad about this. or...actually, i don't know how to feel at all. i went through all sorts of emotions. i cried, i got terribly angry, then i was relieved again. most of all, i think i was all sarcastic about it because it's the only way you can actually handle this. there's no way of understanding how people can be so up their own arse and i don't even want to, either. nor is there a point in being sad about it as that's not worth it. and when in doubt...use sarcasm, right?
dvd - the saber rider and the star sheriffs theme