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midnight rantings

2001-12-29


*points at time and date thingie* it's the middle of the nite right now. and i had a reason to stay up. i was PROMISED that that silly pay tv channel would show the new season of dawson's creek tonite. well...this afternoon they were supposed to show it too but i missed it. so i stayed up to watch it now. and what happens??? it's a bloody re-run! pooh!

other than that...everything's going its usual sick way. went shopping yesterday and today. spent almost 300DM in 2 days. 300DM...that's about US$150 for all you non-germans out there. quite a lot if your just an ordinary mortal. i bought 4 CDs ('weathered' by creed, 'there's only now' by eskobar, 'the invisible band' by travis and 'eurotrash' by zeromancer), a whole mountain of hello kitty stuff, make-up (a damn cool and damn expensive purple lipstick which i already luv and some lipgloss stuff-you know i'm addicted to it) and some tissue, glitter, etc...to make some new t-shirts for myself.

do all these things make me happier? i think i can answer with a big fat NO! of course not! money doesn't make you happier as well as the things you can buy with it can't do that.

so...i'm not happier now but...a bit more satisfied. i dunno...i can't explain it but you know the feeling when you spent a lot of money and you miss it but you know that what you bought is good and that you luv the things and you're proud of them and stuff.

now i need to save again tho. i wanted to get my tongue pierced. but then again...until i can find the guts to do it i'll have enuff money anyway.

oh oh oh...you know what i found out today? you can still buy those love hearts! you know...the little candy thingies with the sweet stuff written on them like 'LOVE', 'KISS ME' and stuff. i used to luv them when i was a kid and now found them again. wahey!

you know...i think i sound a lot happier than the last time i wrote something here. actually that's quite a good thing i would say.

ack *grumbles* i don't know why it's called dawson's creek. i mean...why is dawson the main character? why? i know you probably don't care and you think it's a silly teeny show but put that aside and think about it for a sec...why dawson? i mean...there's jack who's gay and has REAL problems with his coming-out and his dad and all. and there's joey whose mom is dead and whose father is in prison. and jen's being hated by everyone and had to move to this boooring town because of her probs in new york. pacey had real problems with his dead, too. and andee...well...she has about every mental disease i've ever heard of *lol* and yet dawson with his silly 'oh, i have a perfect mommy and daddy who love me and they seem to be splitting up but not really and oh, the whole world's a big movie' problems is the main character. ack! tis silly! and you know what pisses me off? it's like that in RL, too! the peeps with the smallest and most boring probs are usually the ones who everyone cares about but if you have real probs they send you to hell.

uhm...yeah...with those HAPPY thoughts (tee hee) i'll move my cute little butt to bed now.

nite everyone


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