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how can anyone be so dumb?
2004-09-30
what a fucked-up day. how can anyone be so stupid? i arrived at school this morning only to find out that it was thursday, not wednesday and i had left all our material for the presentation at home. not wanting to let annette down, i asked the teacher of the first lessons whether she'd let me go home after her lesson, so i could get the stuff. she said since i live so far away, i should better go immediately which i did. i couldn't be bothered to go back earlier than needed, so i spent some time at home, talking to f. and having a proper breakfast. then i went back to school, we held our presentation and afterwards it was time to go home again. so, in total, it was quite a nice day. but now i'm a bit scared that i'll get in trouble because my teacher said she'd only mark me "away" in the class book. she said she'd tell our class teacher about it and annette also said she talked to her about it but my boss will still only get my missing hours without the explanation, i think. this means i could be in trouble. i just hope that all the trouble they're having with certain classmates of mine will distract them a bit.
i also got the beeeeaaaautiful AFI book today. i couldn't read it, yet, since i was too busy but the pictures already look promising.
hmm...i think it's sad how you sometimes get a really awesome picture of someone and then noticed you were wrong. it happens to me quite often. i think it's because i mostly meet people over the internet and once you take it from one level to another (say, from email to phone or message board to messenger), people suddenly seem to be a completely different person. it makes me sad because i often think i've found someone i get along with very well, just to find out that isn't really the case.
yes, i know, sometimes i write about things that seem pretty random to some people and i guess if you're reading my entries you often wonder what on earth happened to make me write them but yeah...i don't really feel like giving away all the details all the time.
so yay, on wednesday i got the fabulous news that jacqueline cancelled her wedding. no, wait. that came out wrong. well, a) cancelled weddings are bad (not really, but i don't want to sound evil) and b) she only cancelled the celebrations for now. they can't afford this big party thing. so they're still marrying on the 23rd but celebrating it some time in spring/summer. which is awesome because i don't need to find an excuse, nor will there be the need to buy a present.
other than that, the school period is starting out fairly decent for me. success-wise, i mean. we wrote three tests already and i got two B's and one A which is pretty fine. i also like the new english teacher a lot and vice versa. she keeps complimenting me on just about anything like "whooo...you wrote your name!" but it's all good, really.
the only THINGS i really hate are my classmates. i never thought i'd say it but i want my old class back, dammit. they were a little annoying, yeah. but they weren't entirely dumb, nasty and just...vile! see, this one dude even accused US of telling our teacher that he changed a few things in the classbook, so he didn't have too many missed lessons. wtf? i didn't even know he did it. and if i had known, i certainly wouldn't have told a teacher. yeah, so i think people who do things like that are dumb because if you get caught, you can be chucked out. but if they do it, i'll just let them go on with it and if they manage to get through...well, props to them. apart from that i feel insulted because he even things i CARE. i think annette and i are really trying our best to ignore them as much as possible. so why on earth would i suddenly go out of my way for petty stuff like this? i wouldn't do it to help them and i wouldn't do it to cause anything bad to happen to them. so can't he just go fuck himself, dammit?
i was told about this after coming back to school today and i had planned to confront him about it and ask him why the fuck he thinks and says crap stuff like that about us but i didn't get a chance since we had to present our stuff and afterwards, school was over and i didn't get a hold of him. might do so tomorrow, though. but i guess i won't be pissed off enough then. usually, i can't be arsed to start discussions with him because he just talks and talks and talks until you give up just so he'll shut up and you can't bear his stupidity anymore.
and i also got the tickets to see slut on the same day. so now there should be nothing in the way of my little road trip to maja. except for the evil thing that is online route finder services.
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