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interesting day
2002-07-30
evening. this has been another...interesting day. i don't really know what i actually got up for. that's probably why i didn't do it before 3pm. i had nothing to do, noone to meet and no mail. nothing. i think the only reason for me to be up was so i could break the jalousie (sp?) in the living room. for some reason my mom wasn't even angry at me. maybe because i didn't tell her that i was pulling around at the strings like a lunatic. anyway, now we'll have a dark living room for as long as it takes my mom to call someone to come and fix it.
gawd, i'm turning even more into a dork. i can't tell you how many documentaries i've watched in the past few weeks. it's not normal for a 19 y.o. to sit in front of the tv and watch a documentary about hitler for 3 hours, is it? and it wasn't even an interesting one. and now i am watching something about babies. no, i am not feeling well. *lmao*
uhm...i'm going back to my new best friend (again): my snes. :p
oh, and i gave my awakeness another (fake) reason by going grocery shopping. which wasn't too exciting. what can one expect. i dunno how long i can survive like this. it's ok to sit around and do nothing when you're supposed to do something. but when you're just not needed for anything for a month it sucks.
i also found some messages on my mobile this morning. sabrina and maja had sent me some. it turns out they both have love problems. well, sabrina's seem to be slightly worse since her boyfriend broke up with her last night. i know i should have called them both but...i dunno, i'm so not good at this. i had a talk about sabrina's problems with her boyfriend last week. we talked for 2 hours and it turned out that i basically suck at such conversations. i don't even understand other people's attitudes when it comes to love. i've always been pretty...well, tolerant. like, i don't mind my partners to go out with someone else when i'm too far away or not in the mood or i don't like the location or so. i don't mean go out in the sense of dating but just...go out. sabrina was freaking out because her bf went out with his two best friends who turned out to be girls. but i mean...helloooo? his best friends!!! so what? i dunno, call me naive or something but i wouldn't even think of there being more behind that. sooo...i decided never to give any love-advice anymore. and they won't get more than a little "aww" and support if they're feeling too down. don't wanna make things worse...
i.wanna.start.working.now.
today, i noticed that next year will suck. i have 30 days off. i wanna go on holiday to malta. that will mean -10 days. the manics are gonna tour in spring. and i wanna see them as often as possible. but i have to be careful with that because i expect cebo to tour in autumn/winter. so, if i take too much time off for the manics, i won't be able to see placebo often enough. and i won't have enough time to take off during the summer. well, my mom said i can take this year's days off til april. i hope she's right. i will have about 4 or so additional days then. at least. yes, i do have highly important problems but i mean...you might be laughing now but imagine you could see your fave bands quite often because you have the money to do so but you can't go because you can't take the day off.
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