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2002-06-30
ugh... *leans back in her chair* i bet you thought there wouldn't be an entry by moi tonight. and you know what? i thought so, too. just 2 minutes ago i decided not to come here and write something tonight. and now, here i am. what can i say? i have nothing else to do (...every me and every you. hehe.) msn still isn't working and i keep forgetting to mail them to ask for all the technical stuff my "brother" thinks he needs to make it work. so, i'm a pretty lonely little girl (internet- and RL-wise) tonight. i just thought that i could try to send maja a text and see if she's awake and then call her. but she's probably kill me and tell me off and cancel london and all. some people seem to think midnight is a good time to sleep. i can't remember that i ever thought so. ok, actually in my opinion, there is no perfect time to sleep. i just sleep when i'm tired which can be 4am or 3pm or whatever. ok, if i have to go to school/work, usually sanity gets the best of me and i drag myself to bed at some point. but actually, my sleeping order has become terribly erratic. not that i ever really had one, though. my mom said that as soon as i'm gonna work 8 hours a day, i'll die of sleepyness if i go on like this. *shrugs* but as i said, i sleep when i'm tired and probably, i will have nice sleeping times, then. but apart from that, i think nights are more interesting than days. they only play decent music videos at night. and all the pretty colourful lights in my room seem so much nicer than at daytime.
so, i went to the cinema today. which turned out to be a huge mistake. ok, maybe it was only a mistake that we didn't call there and reserved some tickets. when we got there, we only got two seats in the second row which was...close. but it was alright, i guess. not as bad as i remembered it from the last time this happened. the movie was pretty good. i don't know the english title, now, and i'm too lazy to go and find out. but it was the one with sandra bullock and michael pitt. it was quite intelligent and not as boring as most movies like that are.
euw...i'm watching "american history x" right now. ok, the movie is quite good and all and probably it also teaches people a lot. but some scenes are simply disgusting and in some ways unlogical. but yeah...i suppose you can't see TWO good movies in one day.
i have to concentrate on it now, though. aaaand maybe i'm gonna torture my sims for a while. so there...up yours!
whoa, i am talking bollocks, today. actually, i sound like some nervous drug-addict who's suffering from withdrawal. and actually, i AM. i've started my very very very last try to lose weight. and it's going ok for two days (hey, i managed two weeks the last time :p) but not only haven't i eaten any candy or other things my life used to depend on but i haven't eaten much at all. today, i've only eaten lunch, which was some soup kinda stuff (if you ever visit us, you better bring your own food and don't try my mom's stuff) and then, i had to eat nachos at the cinema because it's the only stuff you can get there and my mom had so nicely forgotten about me earlier, so i couldn't eat anything BEFORE we went there. i thought that maybe i could find a substitute for food. like...whenever i feel the need to treat myself with something, i...go and watch a placebo video or i buy something or whatever. ah we'll see. i think i won't need this until i am really desperate.
i guess, i'll have to go to the cinema a lot in the next time. there are sooooo many great movies coming out here, soon. i saw at least two great adverts, today.
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