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pop music and pure boredom
2002-05-30
*yawns* yesterday nite, i once again left my beloved computer and went out. but this time it wasn't nearly as good as last time. in fact, i paid �5 to bore myself to death. around 8pm my friend called and asked if i wanted to go out again. i soooo wasn't in the mood but my mom said i should go and blablabla...in the end i decided that i could go and have a life again. but i knew it would be crap. we went to kinda kiddy-disco with 'sms flirt party'. i didn't even get such a mobile to humiliate myself by not getting a single message the whole evening. my friend got one but gave up on it after about an hour and just used the mobile to fool evil-looking guys. the crappiest thing was that suddenly, my friend's ex showed up. she was cursing for ages and telling me how it pissed her off and all. i could understand it but chose to stay out of the whole thing because i don't even really know the guy. but after an hour or so, i saw her on dancefloor...with her tongue 1m deep inside his throat. while i was stuck on the side of the dancefloor with his sister. ok, i never dance, anyway and his sister is alright and we had a laugh and all but still, it was a bit...strange!
apart from that, nothing happened. i slept til 2pm today and then tried to find the place where i'll have the job test on 5th june. that's all i did today. well, i watched some tv. but you can't expect more since i've only been up for 7 hours, now and it already took 2,5 hours to find the place and get back home again. oh well...it's a public holiday, anyway, and that's equally bad to a sunday.
i had a weird dream last nite...i dreamt i was on a student exchange to sweden. it was quite an annoying dream cos i don't know where this has been coming from since i've never been obsessed with sweden and i hardly ever think about the country, either. also, there were so many clich�s in my dream. for example, EVERYTHING was made of wood and everyone was blond and all. how can such stuff get into my dreams when i don't even think like that?
i can't really tell you much more now. because nothing else happened. and everything i mentioned here, doesn't need to be discussed any further. so, i'm gonna stop here now.
the only good thing was a really gorgeous boi who looked a bit like...uhm...well, a cross between brian and that one guy from orgy whose name i keep forgetting (not the singer and not amir and not bobby...) oh yeah! paige! *lol* but somehow i also reminded me very much of someone else but i'll be fucked dead if i remember now. gawwwwd! it annoys me so much. i just can't remember who it was. *cries* anyway, it doesn't really matter cos half an hour later i saw him snogging his girlfriend. :( aww... and even if i was the kinda person who started flirting around, i wouldn't have done it then. i'm not enough of a bitch to get between couples.
anyway, after the thing between my friend and her ex happened, i left. it was quite early (1.30am) but i didn't wanna stick around and feel like the 5th wheel. and i didn't like the place anyway. see, most people were between 13 and 16 and it was mainly a dance club and there was only a small rock hall which was fairly empty and pointless. plus, the whole place was rather ugly and i didn't feel very comfortable. i don't think i'll be going there again.
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