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2002-12-28


pah. i'm pretty much losing my faith at the moment. silver rocket (placebo's fanclub, you retarded people out there...) has gone downhill AGAIN. to be honest, i don't care anymore. i used to upset about it but i mean, after the last time, it was pretty clear where it was gonna end. i mean, you can't just get rid of the webmaster of the official site who also hosted the SR-community and put the leader of the fanclub in his place just for the sake of it. as far as i'm aware, she did an OK job but i mean...i dunno. i doubt those big guys up there who finance the whole thing would just let it go down for no reason. fanclubs are quite a popular thing to make money so that would be a stupid thing to do. i don't know what to believe anyway. i mean, i'm not saying miss moneypenny is lying. why would i? i just don't agree with some of the stuff she said after she got fired. she (and leigh, the ex-webmaster) blamed loads of stuff on the band and i really don't know what they'd have to do with it. i'm not naive and all but what do all those people expect? should the guys record an album, go on tour, be on telly as often as possible, be nice and happy because they have enough time on their own AND take a huge part in the official fanclub at the same time? o.O also, i just wish miss m and leigh weren't THAT honest. or if they are, they should be honest about everything. i mean, you can't go and say "look, this and that has been going on behind the scenes." and even give names and contact addies of the people in charge but at the same time hold back other information. ah well...i dunno. i'm just sick of constantly being upset because the site's dead or whatever...
if there are any ex-sr-members visiting this site tho...melia has made a place for all us 'refugees' here. miss m and leigh also posted there so you better go there for more information.

ok, enough of that. i'm way too happy to care about that now anyway. or to be precise...i'm in love. with my new laptop. it's prettyyyyy. ok, yeah, it IS pretty but more importantly it's amazingly comfy to just sit on my bed while writing this. and i can also finally use all my messengers again and download stuff from kazaa and all sorts of shit. oh, and i installed ALL SIX sims-parts today and it only took me half an hour. and i am also able to play them. o.O i never new the party add-on was that much fun.
what bothers me, though, is that i can't seem to get fronpage working on it. well, i dunno if it would be working but i can't install it and that's pretty crap because there's loads of work to do with d-o.com

sooo...i still haven't heard from my dad. i'm surprisingly cool about it. i guess if this had happened a while ago i'd be fuming...or crying. now, i just stopped caring. maybe because i know this time i've done absolutely nothing wrong. that makes it easier to just look down on him. also, i figured he probably doesn't care much whether i'm pissed off or bawling my eyes out or whatever. so why should i give a fuck? i mean, ok, it would be nice if he just called and apologized and explained the whole thing. but i'm not expecting it and i guess i'll quite happily go on with my life if i never hear from him again...which i half expect i won't because if they really split up he has noone to push him to call me anymore, so i'd have to contact HIM which i'm not gonna do in the next 20 years or whatever.

ok ok...i'm ready to admit that turning the heating off in the middle of december wasn't too much of a good idea. *is freezing* the weather's really pissing me off. one day you're sweating like a pig and the next you turn into an ice statue in no time. this way i'll never get rid of my cold. and my sore throat. which is annoying me the most because it's only really bad in the mornings and evenings. *hissss*
anyway...i'll go and let my sims have a huge party now. so far it's a village full of singles (well, and one gay couple - couldn't resist!) and i need to get them together...


robbie williams - hot fudge



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