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pissed off again
2002-07-29
gawd, all that technical stuff is pissing me off right now. i was trying to set maja's and my website up. well, one of those "under construction" thingies anyway. but apparently, yahoo domains decided not to like me and it refuses to link the domain to the correct site and keeps showing such a stupid "don't you want to buy a butt-ugly shirt with your own domain because you look like a fucking nerd?" sites. i refuse to think that this is my fault because i can't remember having done anything that could have caused this crap. hmph.
i'm really really bored right now. i don't know what to do with the domain so i stopped trying around because at the current state, i could only make things worse. i could start working on the site but i've already designed the under constructions thing (ok, it wasn't THAT much work) and i don't wanna go on working with html right now.
please keep your fingers crossed for me. i soooo wanna get the new silver rocket issue tomorrow. miss moneypenny said they had been sent out already and i can't wait. yes, i am pathetic but so what?!
damn damn damn. it's only one month til my mom's birthday (ironically (or not) it's the day from which on i am supposed to be working (it's a sunday so i won't have to work just then)) and just two days later it's maja's birthday. i *kinda* know what to get my mom but i still have to think about something for maja. hmm... i don't mind going to buy something. it's the thinking that annoys me because i'm so bad at just thinking. i always have to do something and usually it distracts me from really thinking. or another thought distracts me. concentrating on one thought is about impossible for me. but i'm sure i'll find something anyway. it's not that hard with maja. there are people who really give me a hard time when it comes to presents but not her.
anyway...it's getting waaayyy too hot right now. so i think i'm gonna go and sleep. well, lie in my bed and sweat myself to death i mean :p
there isn't much else i could tell you now because i haven't done much more today. i was lying around watching tv and wasting some more time on the net but i doubt you wanted to hear that. the net's become incredibly boring. maybe because it's summer and most people can think of better ways to waste their time than sitting indoors and staring at their comp screen. i mean, it's probably nicer to sit in the sun and be bored instead of sitting inside and be bored. well, i would do that but i refuse to pay for a place to sit around and in my town, all free places are kinda...disgusting. i'd have to share the place with the scum of the town and i wouldn't wanna do that. i'm not being unfair...i just don't really appreciate getting talked to about complete shit by someone who looks like they haven't had a bath for at least half of their lives...
and besides that i don't like the sun. it's just evil. i'm not scared of getting a tan. i'm scared of getting a tan from this sun. it just refuses to tan my whole body. only parts...no matter what i do. if it tans me at all that is. usually, it just makes my skin go red and itchy for ages so i can't sleep. and then, it goes back to being its usual pale self. after peeling away a few layers of it, of course.
i am also a little pissed off with the asg people. the board's down for a while because remco, the owner, is on holidays and there's something happened but he can't fix it from there. but forever and ever and ever we've had an alternative board for such cases. ok, it is an ezboard and because it's never up for that long we don't pay for it so there are a few pop-up ads. but it's not that bad really. yet, almost the whole "community" refuses to go there. and they can't say they don't know about it...we've send out a newsletter reminding them of the board. they're just such a bunch of spoiled brats. "ooohhh, pop-up ads, how annoying. eww" but they always keep bragging on about how great out little community is. well, obviously it's so great that they can't even keep the convos up on a cheaper board for a rather short period of time. bla...
i know that quite a few of them is gonna read this (well, i think they do) but i can't be arsed to care right now. i would tell them personally but they wouldn't see it anyway because they never go to the alternative board. ha bloody ha.
i should also receive my darren hayes fanclub stuff some time soon. at least, i think so. this makes me even more pathetic. i don't think i really care enough about him anymore to be in his fanclub. and if he comes here, i'll probably deprive a *real* fan of their right to get cool tickets for his concerts because they'll probably give the best tickets to the fan club members who are the quickest to grab them. no, i don't feel bad. see, uk people deprive me of the right to see the manics soon because they're touring the uk before they come to europe. so, i have the right to be a bitch, now.
btw...it's the same with my tattoo. i just can't think of anything that i'd really like to have on my body. so now, i decided that i won't get one before the right image is finally in my head. i was reading that manics bio and james said that their band name had just sort of...come to him in his dreams. so, i hope something like that is gonna happen to me.
the thing is...the only things i am really obsessed with are london, racoons and music. but since i am more of a music fan, getting an instrument or whatever as a tattoo would be a bit...weird. and i don't really want a certain band logos/names because you never know... it feels impossible and even quite depressing to think that i should ever stop loving placebo or the manics as i love them to death. and it doesn't feel like my previous obsessions with take that and (partly) savage garden because i can *really* relate to most of their songs and opinions and whatever. but i am still very careful with things like that. even if i don't stop "loving" them, i might stop being that obsessed and they might just become another number in the list of bands i like and i'd feel stupid to have their name/sign on my body. oh well...i'll find something.
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