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what do i want to be when i grow up?
2004-04-27
so, the new "job" is alright. a bit disappointing, though. i was looking forward to it but when i arrived yesterday, i was told that's have to do another job from today until the 13th, then go back to helping the secretary and then go to the finances department. it kind of feels like they're pushing me around because they don't know what else to do with me.
you know what's really terrible? i will never ever be able to afford my lifestyle. i love expensive and luxury things. whenever i go shopping for something i need and there are several choices, i always pick the most expensive one. without checking the price first. and when i think about moving into a shabby affordable place, possibly with someone else i don't know/like, my toe nails roll themselves up. but i also despise work. or...any work you can actually get nowadays. working overtime is my personal idea of the worst nightmare. or even spending so much time at work that you bring loads of stuff from home to make yourself comfortable there. if you ask me, the worst thing about our society is that you can only afford pretty things when you work much but if you work much, you can't enjoy your pretty things. so, what it comes down to is: please please please, send your cheques to...
you're wondering why i'm writing so much rubbish? well, i've found a new addiction: chocolate and vanilla cappucino. for days now, i keep pouring that caffeinated(sp?) stuff into me. it doesn't have the usual effect on me though. usually, people just get all bouncy and stuff and i'm still tired all the time, but i say and do even stranger things. damn, if it wasn't so late now and i didn't need sleep so desperately, i'd drink one now.
instead, i'll go to bed. but not before letting you know that i've sunk even further now. i saw a 4lyn video and liked it. may god help us all.
it's good to know that annette's job isn't much better, though. she's a bit pissed because hers hasn't anything to do with finances at all. so yeah, i suppose it could be worse. not much, though.
4lyn - kisses of a strobelight