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*sigh*
2003-01-27
*sigh* my lack of sportiness is almost tragic. today i went to my first p.e. lesson in ages and after less than 10 minutes had my first accident. ok, technically, it wasn't really an accident as nothing health-threatening happened. i didn't break any bones or whatever. but it's still quite dramatic. i must have made a complete wanker of myself because i went down so weirdly. i kind of tripped over a football i was supposed to dribble around some obstacles. and i got some rugburns on my legs and also there are some bruises forming all over my body because i was also hit by a few flying footballs. luckily, we didn't have to play against the boys, though. yes, i know i am whiny but having admitted that, i think i now have a right to refuse to injure myself even further.
all together i think i can say this was a crap day. so many people pissed me off and i'm not really sure if they were really that bad or if i was just determined to hate everyone. i've had some really awful things happening, though. like when i brought the dvd back we rented over the weekend. there was another guy/customer in the shop, so i waited quite patiently but obviously he was just talking to the clerk who was his friend or something. and after a minute or so the evil stupid fucking clerk turned to me and went like 'what are you waiting for? should i hop over the desk and take the dvd from you?' i just stared and him with this really evil look i can show you when i'm really pissed off and went 'yes, that would be nice'...very coldly. bastard! ever heard of customer service? didn't you know that you actually have to ASK your customers what they want? hello?! *is pissed off* it wouldn't be so bad if i didn't know that this behaviour is a perfect mirror of his general attitude. he's one of those muscular, 'am i not sexy?', brainless guys who think they're the best and can get away with such things. yes, i do know him a bit. ok, we never talked but he lives in our neighborhood and i've seen him going for walks with his dog for years and i could see what he's like. and it's really ridiculous because he changed from a filthy-looking reggae-guy to a brainless anorld schwarzenegger-clone. ack, he's just a complete wanker!
another thing that happened and really embarrassed me a little was that i was driving home from school this afternoon and had my MD-player on and some tracks from placebo's new album came on (yes, i downloaded them! so sue me!) and i burst into tears. now, this isn't such a new thing but in-my-car is basically in-public for me and i guess i looked a bit strange sitting there...bawling like a loony. ah well, i'm just over-emotional about them at the moment. it sucks so much. but it's also quite nice. *sigh*
well, i better go to sleep now. need to get up painfully early tomorrow again. how the hell am i gonna survive the next four days? thank elvis for mini smarties. they keep me alive at school.
placebo - plasticine