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2004-12-26
somehow, i managed to get out of the family issue today. i don't know why but when my mum saw me all knackered this morning, she offered to tell "them" that i was sick. so i didn't have to go along. which was a blessing because i really wasn't feeling too great today. i woke up at 4 a.m. last night and couldn't go back to sleep, so i watched tv. and this weird film was one. it's called "the brave" and i only started watching it because it had a pretty sexy johnny depp in it. but then it turned out to be really weird and disturbing. i still can't get over the ending. it was so depressing. so this was the main reason why i was feeling bad this morning. i feel a bit silly for cancelling a family meeting because of a film but some minor things seem to have a huge impact on my life these days. plus, it really is a depressing film. everyone go watch it and tell me i'm right.
apart from that, everyone is having sex. everyone! whenever i switched the tv on, people were having sex. so, i switched it off and started browsing through dland's member directory to read some random diaries and what happened? people write about being in love and having sex. what's wrong with this world?! i know christmas is supposed to be about love but not THAT kind of love, you know?! and i hate happy lovey dovey stuff anyway. so do me a favour and don't write about your happy relationships and passionate love-making in your diaries. and if you have to, do it in a private entry, please. seriously, the world would be a much better place if online journals went back to being all about depression, self-harm and teenage angst. so, if you're a happy, hyper and giggly teenager, please do me a favour and make a fansite about westlife, blue or busted. thank you.
yes, the sun is totally shining out of my arse right now. actually, the day was doing just grand until two things happened: my grandpa pissing in our bathroom with THE DOOR OPEN and the cat shitting on the kitchen floor. i'm not sure if these things stand in direct connection to each other but both are equally annoying and i'm equally fed up with it, though it's easier to ignore cat shit, i guess...
but things are gonna get better soon. tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, to be precise. both days will be spent shopping. because i couldn't decide whether i wanted to go downtown or to the mall. downtown has the big exciting bookstore and (apparently) a nice new rock/punk/goth shop which i wanted to check out. the mall is better to shop for clothes. and i need to spend money on both to cheer myself up.
also, i pretty much decided to visit maja in january. i need something to look forward to and finding a job doesn't seem to be that something any time soon. so why not spend my time having fun?! i looked for train tickets the other day but the site just confused me. i'm SO not going to fly there, nor do i want 2nd class train tickets. according to the booking site, there's a decent chance that i'll get two 1st class tickets for 168�, which seems decent to me (well, better than the usual price of 333� and still better than getting winter tyres for my car to drive to bavaria...). i think i'll hop over to their office some time after getting paid. if i can give the tickets back, i'll get them immediately. if not...i'll keep on being indecisive...
gwen stefani - what you waiting for?