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2002-05-26
it's sunday and i think i don't need to tell you what that means, anymore. lots and lots of boredom. actually, i think it's boredom i can blame all problems with my friends on. it's usually on sundays or holidays when i get in trouble with them. because i have too much time to think about little things said or done by them and each little detail can piss me off. i'm like a ticking timebomb, then.
so what's the deal with that kazaa thingie? it never seems to work with me. people go like 'whoa, i've found this really cool video on kazaa' blabla but whenever i go there they either don't have it or give me that 'more sources needed' crap. :( i've also heard some bad rumours. for example it gives you an additional program that allows the kazaa owners to search for files on your comp and blah. i'm not sure if i can believe that. i guess i'm too much of a dork to delete the file because of that, anyway. i mean, what if i desperately need a video one day? ok, the chances are low that they have it but it'd drive me insane if i couldn't have a look.
i just dyed my hair. it's all black and pretty again, now. aww... but i dyed half my face as well. got rid of it again, though.
now, is the eurovision song contest crap or what? i dunno why i keep watching it every year. (partly, at least) it gets shittier every year. i think there's absolutely no country that sends in any serious acts. you know, acts that ARE talented and that could have a career and all. btw, you shouldn't come and say 'but my country's act WAS serious', now. because i'll most likely laugh and pity you :p it's always the same kind of music and basically the same kind of people, too. i don't even know how people are able to vote for anyone because in the end, i can't even tell them all apart.
*yawns* why do sundays have to be so lame? the same tv shows, the same fighting neighbors, the same boredom. ok, a big thank you to my neighbors who are so kind to have an even louder fight than usual. which brings a bit excitement into the day. i could even make out some words. wow!
btw, i'm leaving that 'stay beautiful' crap out now. actually, i liked it but figured that this is a diary and you needn't sign diary entries and all :p
but today, i also have another reason to be pretty complicated. it's the day before my next job interview and i always get a little nervous and i just don't wanna be bothered with little things, then. even though, i am pretty sure that i am as best prepared as i can. i spent ages looking through their website and i can write down their whole bloody history. (and the company exists since 1875!!!) and i'm prepared for basically every question they might come up with. if they don't suddenly start asking completely irrelevant questions that catch me off guard and confuse me, it'll be alright. but i don't really have any idea what to wear. i couldn't find out if it's a very classy thing or more of a relaxed athmosphere. oh well...
actually, i've been thinking about changing my hair colour. i don't wanna be blond again, though. and red sucks. more or less... i thought of maybe one of those blacks that contain a shimmer of another colour. like...blue or purple. not too light, though. not before i have found an apprenticeship, anyway. :p it sucks so much that i can't do what i want with my hair/body just because my future boss is not gonna like it. i'd go like 'fuck it' and do it anyway but i don't wanna spend the rest of my life sitting at home. i know that's a little hypocritical because you should stick to your beliefs and stuff but what can i do? i want money, dammit!
i'm hungry. we don't have anything yummy to eat, tho. no, actually we don't have ANYTHING to eat. i'm going to find something now, tho.
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