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*bored* part XXII
2002-12-23
i'm bored. i'm waiting for maja to come online so we can make a message board for our site. that, btw, will be launched some time soon (probably this week), so watch this place for more info.
so...christmas eve tomorrow. *sigh* i can already feel it becoming a nightmare. dunno...first christmas eve without my granny. also first one with only my grandpa... it's probably gonna be weird. my mom's gonna try some rather unhealthy-sounding recipe as well. i'm not sure if i wanna try it. if i was being asked, there wouldn't have to be a special meal. or a tree. or whatever. but nooo...it has to be all traditional. i just want to get it over with, really. and on wednesday i'll have to go visit my uncle with them. i'm not looking forward to that, either as i'll be stuck there for hours.
ah...i'll just end this now and try to find someone to talk to or a game to play or movie to watch or whatever.
i, however, would like to do that now because i finished most parts of the site today and i'm itching to go on. but i don't wanna do this without her as it's one of the very few things she can actually work on, too... so i have nothing to do right now. actually, i had nothing really interesting to do all day. well, we went shopping this morning. somehow, it seems to be becoming a certain tradition in our family to go shopping on the last days before christmas and i think it's a pretty idiotic tradition. i was so annoyed this morning. well, it wasn't *that* bad, really but still...
one day before christmas eve people aren't people anymore. they're monsters. they actually scream and hiss at each other just to get certain things they think other people might reach before them. not to mention the shop assistants. hey, it's not my fault they did crap at school and now have to work in a grocery store (or wherever) and actually have to deal with the whole holiday business. they could just quit their jobs. or kill themselves. or whatever. i think this time i made pretty clear what i thought about their behaviour. i don't think that chick at the register appreciated my complaining but at least she shut up. bitch.
my dad still hasn't called and i don't expect to see him this christmas. to be honest, i don't give a fuck anymore. it's time for him to give me a little sign.
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