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feelings are so overrated

2003-06-23


well well, i am kind of confused as i don't know how to feel. on the one hand i am totally angry at my fucking group leader. annette got told that she would be at that hotel for the next practical phase so i called in today to ask if they had tried to call me, too, as i forgot to give them my new number. but she said she didn't try. which is a pretty good sign we won't be at the hotel together. which also means i don't know where i'll spend almost half a year because i had that hotel as first choice and our human resources management as second. but the latter had other people on the list which had listed it as their first choice so i guess one of them will go there. ha bloody ha. i'll end up in the fucking middle of fucking nowhere. and it's all my group leader's fault because she keeps saying annette and i are isolating ourselves so it's clear she doesn't want us to spend that time together. cunt!

another thing is that i think i might be getting sick. i feel sick and kinda unmotivated and numb and it usually starts like this when i am coming down with something.

but despite all of this crap i am almost disgustingly happy. not even the terrible typing class and melanie's idiotic comments could ruin it today. not even public transport, dammit. i've just been happy and shiny and buzzing all day which worries me as there's not even anything major coming up anytime soon.

ack, whateverness, i'll go watch placebo now.


die �rzte - monsterparty



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