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i.hate.you.all.
2003-04-22
i want to kill someone. the entire day i've been fighting the urge to do this. or to freak out at least. who the hell do all those potheads out there think they're talking to? why do i always end up having the weirdest, most disgusting, dumbest und unfriendliest customers of all? i mean, today i was basically afraid to drive after work because i thought i surely must have been under the influence of alcohol just by smelling most of my customers' breaths. one even BURPED at me when i said hello and he smelled like a whole bottle of gin. i mean WHAT THE FUCK? i'm not some stupid cheap slut you can meet at the next street corner. i don't even have to deal with all you idiots, dammit. i'm so disgusted. i nearly threw up a few times today.
so, yes, i've done nothing but work today. well, i bought a lifehouse album and mesh's because i had to spend some money on music to vent. otherwise i would have exploded. and while i was in the shop anyway i also bought some decent nail varnish i can wear at work because i doubt black or blood red or something like that would impress my boss too much and i don't want to be varnish-less anymore.
so i'll continue lusting after sarah jessica parker now. go and read something interesting for a change.
also, work was very stressful today cos there were TWO regular workers with me in the early shift. so we were only rushing back and forth and all customers got angry cos they had to wait for ages and i got stupid ass answers from markus und zejlko and in the end i never asked them anymore because i thought they could kiss my fucking ass. markus later told me how great i was and how i was such a fast learner and all. haha. he should just wait until all the complaints come in about all the things i fucked up today due to me not daring to ask them anymore.
seriously, i was actually close to saying 'welcome to the official telekom sick bay' to each and every customer. and maybe also 'you're speaking to the only healthy and sane person around, what can i do for you?' on the phone. when i arrived the first person i saw was melanie (oh, yay? *sarcasm dripping from voice*) and she disappeared after an hour cos she had had a crash with her car yesterday. so she went to the doc and returned later saying she would be off work for the rest of the week. great! so markus and zejlko were alone with me. markus was complaining about himself not feeling well, too. apparently his doc had wanted him to stay home for another week and she had also said he could afford it because he hadn't been ill for a year. ha, didn't she know about the many times his dentist had told him to stay away lately? and zejlko was complaining about his toe swelling on more and more and hurting and him not being able to walk properly. so, if i am lucky (not) i will be all alone tomorrow and i'll stand in front of the shop until someone from the late shift arrives... or maybe they'll be ill too and i'll spend the entire day waiting there. i don't think many things will surprise me anymore.
but i am watching 'sex & the city' at the moment which is cheering me up because big is back and carrie is beautiful and i have a feeling miranda will get back together with steve who's cool.
oh, and yesterday i've fallen in love with rachel stamp yet again because i found out they had the the video for 'do me in once and i'll be sad, do me in twice and i'll know better' online (yes, i am smart and quick... o:) ) and it's awesome and david is so adorable and the only thing that sucks is the radio edit version of the song with bad words replaced like shit=things... gawd. so i'm gonna go and watch the video again when 's&tc' is over and then i'll go and sleep and hopefully i'll be less grumpy tomorrow morning which i doubt because i think it'll only be markus, zejlko and me AGAIN. but...only three days and we'll go and get some things for malta tomorrow and i'll also get the train tickets to visit maja (and placebo) in may.
rachel stamp - do me in once and i'll be sad, do me in twice and i'll know better