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2002-04-22


so, what can i say about today? the interview went great. even though i would never admit such a thing to myself...i was pretty frightened. but the guy was really very nice and made me compliments about my nice phone voice and stuff. and he explained everything very detailed and was rather amused by the fact that i couldn't find anything about his company. the job sounds pretty good, too. the company produces and creates mannequin-dolls for shopping displays and stuff which was quite interesting to see. i got a bit scared because the first thing that 'welcomed' me when i walked in, was a naked man. it, however, looks like the chances are very good for me. there'll be another talk with the 3 best ones between 13 and 17 may. and then, they'll decide who they'll employ. *prays* damn, that job sounded so good. very nice equipment, too. hehe.

apart from that, i learned two things today:
a) clich�s aren't necessarily a bad thing. like, people always say that telling yourself that, whatever happens to you, the world will always be the same is kinda soothing. and it is. i was looking at those really pretty flowers at a bus stop, today and i kinda thought 'well, if the interview goes crap, today, those flowers will still be here and pretty, tomorrow' and somehow, it worked. though it sounds rather silly.
b) i hate it and i try to avoid it but somehow, i'm always looking for competitions in everyone and everything. even with my best friends. if they can something i can't, i do anything to learn it and i'm totally pissed off until i can it, too. or, when i notice that someone's reacting much cooler to something than me. i hate that. i mean, they're my friends, i should be happy for them. especially because NOONE can do everything. and everyone has some weaknessees, too. but nooo, i still can't take it. the worst thing is that i annoy myself with it. i hate it when other people do that and i also hate it when i do it. but i can't stop. ARGH!
but, hey, something that makes me really happy are the happy meals from maccy d's. elvis bless them! �sabrina and me got some on saturday after the movie. and...YEY...at the moment you're getting ickle diva-starz with them. i got the black one who plays the bass. she's pretty and she can either wear orange pants and an orange top or a pink dress. and she can wink while playing her bass. aww... but her feet are HUGE.
anyway, why do i get the feeling that this is quite boring for most people who read this. *g*
ooohhh, i spent (wasted?) money, again. yesterday, i ordered a 'the crow' poster and a powerpuff girls one. and i won an auction for placebo photos on ebay. shame on me. but, hey, i checked my bank account and me gots looooaaads of money. and since it looks like placebo will only play, like, one festival here, anyway. why should i save THAT much money?
oh oh oh...the calling come here on thursday but i can't go (mentioned that already) but now, maja wants me to go to cologne and stalk them. but, i mean, i already mentioned that i'm not into stalking. i guess, i'll rather wait for them to come here for a real tour. and, at least, they'll be at viva interaktiv on friday. wahey!
i'm awfully boring, today, right? i can't help it. i can only be a little drama queen when i have reasons for that. but at the moment things are going almost too well. so, there isn't much i could rant on about. i could complain about a few things that are publicly important but i hate such political comments and stuff in diaries. especially because usually my opinions about stuff like terrorism and what else is going at the moment don't differ from the ones of most people, so why write them down, here? plus, this is a PERSONAL diary and i guess if you wanna read about the news, you'll read a newspaper and not this.
eep! they just said it's probably gonna be 25�C on thursday. so, there's my decision: i'm not going to cologne, then! it's not THAT hot but i don't wanna be stuck in the friggin' car on the highway while the sun's shining directly into my face. not, unless i have to, that is.
oh, talking about thursday...we'll finally get 'the osbournes' here, too. yey. can't miss that! AND a german channel's gonna show velvet goldmine. ok, so i have to film in german and english and i'm gonna buy the dvd when i get a player and i have the soundtrack, a poster and the screenplay. BUT i'm still gonna watch it. *laughs*
i still gotta do loads of homework. so...

stay beautiful!
~::*::~liebling~::*::~


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