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lazyass or geek?
2003-12-21
i'm still sad and disappointed because i won't get to see placebo in london. but it seems the gods didn't decide to have mercy on me, no, not at all. instead, they thought it would be fun to make things worse. christoph is planning to go, maja keeps telling me who else is probably gonna go and everyone else just randomly mentions placebo all the time. "what was that and that placebo song called again?" "how many times did you see placebo this year?" "are placebo coming on tour?" "will there be a new placebo single soon?" "which placebo album should i get next?"
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hello? will you all please shut up? no, i am *not* happy for you if you're gonna see them. no, i don't want you to suddenly turn into a fan. hell, i don't even care if you walk away and never talk to me again now, for fucks sake. yes, i am bitter, but who cares? it's christmas soon, i am supposed to feel like that...placebo-related dilemma or not.
also, i am bored to death. technically, it's not even my holiday, yet. as the first day of a holiday is usually the first day that you *should* be working but aren't. so yeah, it's not even the first day and i wish i could go back to school tomorrow already. i don't know...i just don't feel like celebrating anything. i don't feel like going to munich, i don't feel like giving and receiving presents. i just want to go on with my normal life. go to school, get bored, maybe skipping a few lessons together with annette and spending the time at starbucks or mcdonalds or shopping instead. hanging around at home seems so annoying to me now. i mean...uh...i'm watching "the bachelor". i think that about explains everything.
i set myself this stupid little goal to make good use of the 2 1/2 weeks and to send in at least 2 homework assignments. i'm already doing quite well since i've done half the chemistry assignment today. but i can't decide on a subject to study for afterwards. there's only boring stuff like physics left. well, and french but i wanna wait til i get a reasonably cheap walkman to listen to the cassette that came with the package. i'm enough of a slacker to not know which other subjects are still waiting for me. i'm not even sure if there is more than physics and french left. and i can't find my study guide. oh god, i should really be shot.
anyway, i have to go continue studying and use ebay a bit now or my last few braincells will die from watching that crap.
oh, btw...i'm thinking about changing my layout again. yes, yes, i know... *waits til all the booing and shouting dies down* well, i know this one's fairly new and i still like the whole idea of it and find it very pretty and all but what annoys me is that the table for the text is so wide which always makes it seem like my entries are really short and i don't think this works with the average length of my entries.
so...anyone have an idea what the new layout should be based on?
zeromancer - hollywood