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2003-04-21


i've seen the scariest dland banner today. it was one for lissydesign and it had justin timberlake in it and it read 'you've been a bad boy, justin. now go to my room' or something like that. bah. bah. bah. and it also appeared when i wanted to add this entry so i HAD to click on it because i a) wanted to find out who would use that much horror to promote their diary and b) didn't really want it to be up there all the time while i was typing.
now, i apologise to lissy or whatever her name might be. i know this was bitchy and i didn't really want to slag her work off but hey, i'm shocked.

also, my biorhythm (if i ever had such a thing) got dramatically fucked up today as i got up at 12pm, gave and received some easter gifts and went to bed again after 10 minutes and slept til 5. now everything seems a bit upside down. it's after 1am and i feel like i've just got up (which, technically speaking, is true). and basically it annoys me that everyone else seems to be asleep. my buddy list on msn is empty and most boards/chats are dead. and the problem is that i won't be able to sleep. not before the sun comes up or so. and if that happens i'll sleep until it's evening again. and then i'll stay up long again and miss everybody again and if you take it even further i'll only get 2 or 3 hours of sleep the next night because i have to work at 8.30 on tuesday. so...i am stuck here watching 'sex&the city'.
any i am scaring myself. i keep having bruises and stuff without knowing where i got them. yesterday it was my head and today it is my nose. it's like i keep fighting myself when i'm sleeping.

but apart from that i am fine, thank you very much.
i got a kinder surprise egg for easter. not a normal one but a huge one and i had a hamtaro pocket light in mine. ok, i could have needed that one yesterday while trying to find any possibil scratches or so on sabrina's car but nevermind. and of course, i got the usual easter stuff like chocolate, money and eggs. other than that i, luckily, didn't see much of easter which was good. my mom and grandpa visited my uncle today so they were gone all day. i like public holidays when you don't have to suffer from the consequences like bad tv programmes, annoying family visits, disgustingly healthy food, etc...
i also managed to study for three hours today. that's my personal record so far. i managed to get loads of stuff done for german, history and english. for english i might even reach the end of the first course book soon. that means i can do my first real home work then and send it in.

oh god, i love steve so much. not steve as in hewitt as in placebo (though i wanna marry that guy, too) but miranda's steve. he's so awesome. and i don't think miranda deserves him because he's so money-career-ish i like his whole attitude. ok, probably it would annoy me how he can't afford anything, too. but he's still cute.

ok, i feel a little tired so i think i might try to sleep to try to get back to normality a little. and...HA! less than one week!


weezer - dope nose



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