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my life wasn't made for you
2002-02-21
i am exhausted. today was actually the first day i got really stressed at work.
stay beautiful!
you know those little code thingies they put on things so they can move their little hand scanners over them and tell you the price and stuff? well, those thingies are on the books at the library as well. and today i had to delete certain books' codes from the system. but, of course, noone told me that the goddamn hand scanner isn't working. so i had to type in aaaalll the code numbers manually. 8-13 digits numbers!!!! about 200 or so!!! 
and as if that wasn't enuff, one of my three guides (the one i like the least) came in when i hadn't even finished half the work and told me to put about 100 books in alphabetical order for her...'as soon as possible'! i mean, hell, that bitch didn't have anything to do herself. she keeps running through the house, talking to this person and that one and then that group of people over there... it's unbelievable! i know i'm just the trainee and i have to do the dirty and boring jobs but as far as i know it doesn't necessarily mean that i have to do all of them...only as long as the *real* workers have to do more important work. i was really getting stressed, especially because i had to go an hour earlier. we had to get our car's tires fixed, you know?!
well, intentionally we only wanted to get the one fixed that i had killed last week but when my mom picked me up from work we noticed that a second tire was ruined, so we had to get 2 new ones. �105!!! 
now even my mom's quite pissed off because in the past 2 months or so she's paid sooo much for this car and she kinda realised that it's getting a bit old (13 years or so). she's thinking about getting a new one. problem is...she mentioned something about getting a mercedes a lot cheaper than usually. that A-class crap, you know?! euw...i don't wanna be seen in that car!!! *lol* it looks like a guinea pig on wheels! 
apart from that i am fine. gotta go to visit my dad tomorrow. for real this time. i'm not too afraid anymore. cos i realised that the only reason why i used to be afraid of going there was that i had no idea of what my future would look like. now i pretty much know it and i have answers to their questions. so there's no need to be afraid anymore. yey. ok, that only means that my evil stepmom's gonna think of even more evil questions i can't find answers to yet. like...last time she asked me what i was gonna do if i don't get an apprenticeship this year. and i was like 'well, i'll have to keep on going to school then. i don't know. i'll see then' and she was like 'yeah but what are you gonna do?' gawwd...can't she just trust me? and if she can't...can't she just shut up? she's not even my mom!
right...i am gonna shag sheep now! only virtually...in a game, of course. *rotfl*
:::liebling::: 
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