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2002-06-20
today has been irritatingly uneventful. i didn't go out at all. and thinking about it, that means i've spent more than 24 hours inside this flat, about 20 of them inside these four pink, poster-covered walls. that would be sad enough but additionally, i haven't done anything interesting here, either.
i am excited because a friend of mine (whose name i think i'm not allowed to mention) has got really close to a certain celeb (whose name i won't mention, either, because that would give her identity away a little), lately. they've spent some time together and the person's been treating her like a friend and all. ok, i'm not seriously excited as it doesn't involve me much (i'm not that much of a creep) but i'm so happy for her because i know she's been dreaming of it for ages. :)
let's see...what else have i been doing, today? nothing actually. ok, i read some slash fan fiction which maja has sent me. it was written by someone i don't know and it's about people i don't know. therefore, it's not very entertaining since i don't know the background and all. but i've been asked to test-read (forgot the correct word. DOH!) and correct it a little. so, that's what i'm trying. i only got to page 4, though. thank elvis i'm not a teacher. correcting things is a pain in the arse.
i went to bed around 4am or 5am last night. i can't remember the exact time but the sun was already coming up when i was about to fall asleep, so it must have been around that time. i had spent the night watching snippets of strange movies i didn't understand and some of some (gay) porn movies (well, things like that happen if you have free access to adult channels *shrugs*) neither of them made any sense (ok, the porn movies are excused because they are porn movies and any kind of a story would irritate old bald guys who're trying to jerk off). yet, i spent nearly the whole night watching the stuff. which, when you think about it, only proves how sad i am. i have about 20 or more movies on tape and probably twice as many tapes with (live) videos of my fave bands. but nooo...i watch movies i don't like/understand and porn instead. i could have gone online but i had been staring at the screen for so long last night that i was starting to feel dizzy and for a few seconds felt like i was spinning around and nearly fell off my chair. so, i thought sitting on a sofa watching tv was a bit safer.
i slept til 2pm or so today (dunno exactly...my eyesight was kinda bad when i woke up and i couldn't see my clock properly) i ate something, watched a bit of tv and changed my rings pages a little, so now, there are different pages for different categories. hence, the rather uninformative former entry. actually, playing around with my diary design/pages is only done when i'm really REALLY bored. which was the case today. i hadn't even been a member of THAT many rings. but it was the only thing i could think of to change without getting a whole new design which i didn't want to do.
you know what i hate? copy cats! i mean people who actually take MY wonderful ideas and use them without asking for permission. i even hate it when people start using the same words as me. ok, most of the words i am using or things i am doing have probably been said and done by other people before. and some i even got from other people. but at least, i try not to get them from people who i see (in real life or on the net) everyday. i've noticed that there are a few people who are actually more or less stalking me. maybe it's just me but they seem to be wherever i am and they seem to ALWAYS agree with everything i say and they even started liking things i said i liked. it might be a coincidence but it's scary. especially if it happens 'just like that'. you look around and suddenly see something (a quote/screen name/expression/whatever) that could be yours but isn't. i know i shouldn't work myself up too much about it because it's just a small and rather childish thing and it's not gonna hurt me or anything. but it annoys me.
what i am really excited about is tomorrow. i'm gonna go and get my money from the bank :) and then, i'm gonna go and buy a tv set and a dvd player and some dvd's. and the rest is gonna be saved and in a few months i'm gonna buy a new (well, not new new) car. well, not ALL of the rest is gonna be saved. i'll leave some of it on my bank account to buy loads of kitsch in london. :) i've seen sooo many things i want lately but didn't buy them because i thought "yeah, but i bet they'll have that in london, too, and it'll be so much more special if you buy it there." maybe, i'm even gonna get my tattoo done, there.
anyway, i think i'm going back to torturing my sims a little. they've had a baby yesterday and it's grown to a kid now (that's fast, eh?) and it's a spoiled little attention-seeking brat. it, well, she keeps running after steve and wants him to play with her and all though he's desperately trying to have some fun with his comp and tv and piano. pah! what does she think we've bought her a guinea pig for??? :p
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