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swallow
2003-06-19
look at me, i'm the asshole here. because i lost one of my mom's things ONCE. a while back i had this inflammation in my mouth and my mom gave me a strip of her pain killers. and we didn't mention them ever after but today she wanted them back. and they weren't there. i don't know where they are. i had them in my bag but now they're not in there anymore. and she's making this big fuss about them. i mean, hell yes, i lost them, sorry. but i can't change it, dammit.
i'll probably go to the hairdresser tomorrow. i found one that makes those colourful highlights and i'd love that. but i don't know, yet. it's one of those no-appointment ones and i'd have to be there by 1 or so to make sure i'm ready in time to meet my mom to go and get a 1 month-train ticket. and i also have to go to the bank to get a cheque changed and get money (i expect the hairdo to be pretty expensive as i need to get it re-dyed, bleached (the strands), coloured and cut). and i'm so lazy and don't want to get up that early. also, i don't really know if i can afford that. i mean, i'm getting paid again next week and i'll also get a holiday bonus but i dunno...
i'm a real slacker. i've done nothing all day. well, i studied for two hours but only because being online got boring and no one else was there and i didn't want to sit in the living room anymore. and besides that i watched loads of talk/court shows and even had discussions with my mom about which of those were the best and most interesting. when you're actually able to tell the difference, know the names of the lawyers AND have any faves it's starting to get a bit worrying. and when you actually recognise some talkshow guests and can tell what they talked about the last time they were there, it is probably already too late to worry.
you know what's the most annoying thing ever? there are three lightbulbs in our living room lamp and all three decided to stop working now. dammit. now i have to sit in the dark, my lappy being the only light and i'm sure i'll need stronger glasses after tonight.
and now my mom's started ranting on about her fucking pain killers again. gawd. i doubt she'll die without them. she's become a real expert regarding pills and medicine and whatever since she became sick, anyway. she's starting to become like my grandpa. soon she'll run around with hundreds of pill packages in her pockets, too...
now she even seems to think i took them though she said i shouldn't take more than one because that would be unhealthy. but in fact, i didn't even take one because i just took them to make sure i'd have them if the pain would come back. but it didn't, so i didn't need them. but no, she thinks i either took them or lost them which would be equally bad. hello?! she constantly loses my things. she always throws important manuals away or bank statements or whatever. i can't remember the last time i lost one of her things. i once lost 50DM when i was ickle i think. but that's about it. doh.
but pink or red or blue highlights would just be so pretty and all.
caesars - sort it out