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are you happy?
2003-09-17
*yawns* i don't know why i didn't update in such a long time. i just didn't know what to write. the last days were ok. monday went better than i thought even though i made an ass out of myself by knocking over a glass of coke so the coke poured itself nicely over the pants of one of the mothers. they seemed to be ok about it but after the break, this couple didn't come back to our table, so i don't know what to think. i don't care much anyway.
the past few days have shown me once again how much and why i love mrs l. so much. she's the group leader of our parallel group and i'm sure i've mentioned her at least a million times already. i really really adore her. she's everything i wanna be, really. ok, maybe not as what i'd really like to be would be a female version of a mixture of davey and brian...more davey than brian, though. but she's what i think is what i wanna be when i am being realistical. aww, bless her.
uh...yeah, the other things were quite alright. the new apprentices are actually NICE! *gasp* at least most of them. and some are more than tasty. after much considering and comparing i've no come to the conclusion that the matt belamy look-a-like definitely beats all the others, including the one with the black hair and the dark-brown eyes, the funny easy-going one with the big blue eyes and the rather rocky-looking one. the girls are less than average, though. looks-wise that is. there's only one that is kinda cute but more in an adorable-kind of way.
so, the sad news (haha, as if the last paragraphs weren't sad) is that i won't get to see placebo twice. 'only' once. i don't know how to feel about that. i think i am mainly trying not to think of the time after that anyway, so i can also try not to think of the fact that i was supposed to see them twice, aswell. i guess it doesn't really matter. i could see them 20 times in a row (something to try for next year, i guess) and i'll still be feeling shit afterwards.
anyway, i think i'll end this with a little quote from an interview that pretty much answers the question how i am:
markus kavka (interviewer): are you happy?
gah.
oh dear...now i am already halfway fancying one of the bosses at work and writing about her in my diary. this is probably really sad. but it's a nice change to the other sad rantings about people i fancy you usually find in here as she can't be seen on mtv or in a record store. well, she can be seen there for some reasons (like she's buying some records) but you won't see her on the cover of one (i suppose).
but i hated the days anyway because there was much sitting around doing nothing and annette suddenly turned into little miss popular by running up to each and everyone like there was some 'who can make the most new friends'-contest. usually, i just don't care but this time it was obvious that she was annoying a lot of people with her 'i am here, talk to me'-attitude.
yeah, so it's back to the office tomorrow. and that's not good, either. i want...i don't know what i want. maybe a work that i can call 'work'.
muse: HAHAHA
supergrass - alright