Home
Archives
Profile
Book
Notes
Mail
Cast
Misc
Rings
Host
happy happy joy joy
2004-03-17
sometimes, there are days when you just wanna puke. yesterday was one of them. it was the highlight (or lowlight if you prefer) of a long series of unfortunate happenings.
first, i got several bills which i had forgotten/didn't know about. so now i have to pay a fortune for mostly idiotic things. it's not all that bad because i got some money thanks to ebay lately and i'm getting paid again in 10 days. but still...
so, yeah...the good news is that it really was a bit of a lowlight and today, things seem to get better and i was feeling loads better. it's not like anything really awesome had happened but i just feel...much more optimistic than i have in the past few days and i'm less gloomy. it's still hard to comprehend that so many crap things have happened, but i can see ways out of it all, so that's a start. maybe i was just sensing that bad things would happen and though it was just subconsciously, i was scared of it all and now at least it's behind me.
so...let's hope this decent mood will stay for a while...
then i got the result of my little episode as a criminal. yes, i have to pay �400. FOUR HUNDRED!!!! for showing a wanker the middlefinger. well, my mum called our insurance guy and he said we should talk to a lawyer since their payment will be covered by our insurance. i don't quite know what it's supposed to help now but i honestly don't care right now.
and then i got loads of trouble at work. yes, i was late a lot again (actually, it was only four times, according to their record) and i got another warning which is the second last. this forces me to get up at 5 a.m. now to be there very very early, so i can look for a parking lot which is possibly miles away from school. i'm so sick of it all, really. there were also some other things which i can't be bothered to write down here now because it would only cause me to freak out again which i and several others have done a lot already yesterday and today. what it comes down to, however, is that i can already see myself out of there because of what has happened and what is happening and how it is happening and what i can guess from it.
AFI - this time imperfect