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arrogance is godliness

2003-06-16


i can't believe it but a complete stranger just made me cry. ok, they're not a complete stranger as we've talked before but never anything really deep. the acquaintances you make at online message boards, you know. so i am pretty much in shock now. i don't really wanna tell what we talked about but it is...amazing. so intense. nothing sexual, nothing...shocking. not even a real subject or anything. just some personal talking and i started bawling.

but i am over-sensitive today anyway because everything's going wrong. actually, i thought friday had been the 'evil date'. but today must have been kind of the worst day of my life luck (or lack of)-wise. first i got an exam back at the other school. it was a D- and it was GERMAN. i used to be in the A-B zone in that suject. the problem isn't the mark itself as i kind of deserve it but the reasons. instead of simply saying my answers to the questions weren't enough or incorrect or something the teacher complained about stupid things like me writing 'they will start thinking...' instead of 'they will think...'. and it wasn't a deeply poetic or otherwise literature-wise important text, so the way i put it didn't matter.
also, i got another ticket today. for what i don't know. this time my car was parked correctly, the time thingie was set right...nothing wrong. yet, i got one. and now i'll really have to take the bus from tomorrow on. or the train. that feels so crap. i mean, what do people get a driving license for? to go by public transport, i know.

apart from that i spent one fucking day at this school with this class and i wanna die already. they're even worse than before. today nina (my personal nemesis) actually threw GARBAGE at jacqueline!! hello?! where the hell am i? i hate to sound arrogant, but that's SO not my level.


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