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second try today

2003-03-16


sometimes i hate andrew. i know he's probably working very hard and all but can't he warn us when he's trying to change servers and all? i had actually written this really long entry this afternoon and i wanted to submit it and then the server was dead and all. ok, i'm being unfair because i don't know if andrew was working on the site or if the server was just being pissy again. but i'm still annoyed.

anyway, i was mainly writing about how much i want our fucking neighbours to die and how i thought last night's conversation with maja sucked because i wasn't really able to get my point across and couldn't really remember what had been my point anyway so it all sucked big time.
i've been feeling rather down yesterday and today. i don't know why. i've actually been putting it down to my bloody hormones but somehow i can't really believe it. though i might be right because it's really quite hormone-like. i just wanna cry at random times without any specific reason and i'm moody and all.

actually i should be in bed. tomorrow will be my absolute horror day. i can't believe they really make me be at work for 12 hours and longer. it's just not fair. i think if the presentation ends earlier and i'll be at work earlier than 11.30am i'll ask my boss if i can go home earlier or something. but i don't know yet. there'll be some meetings tomorrow anyway and some co-workers are in trouble and the boss has been really pissed off the past few days so i don't actually wanna start even more trouble.
anyway...i'll go and listen to my cebo CDs now to cheer me up...


placebo - scared of girls



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