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before you die you see the ring

2003-02-16


everyone go and see "the ring". NOW! it's so fucking incredible. i think it might even knock "velvet goldmine" off the top spot of my fave movies-list. sabrina and i were practically freaking out all the time. the people around us were already laughing about us cos we were so scared. but still it was amazing. the director really made everything so perfect. so even all sorts of average day scenes are enough to freak you out. i can't wait for it to come out on dvd. i'll definitely buy it then.
ok, so we had a good day yesterday. though i have to admit arriving 20 minutes before the movie started maybe wasn't the best idea. we didn't get tickets for the 8pm show, so we got some for the one at 10.45pm and had to wait almost three hours which we spent walking through the empty mall and eating some stuff at maccy d's. we also walked past the many bars/cafe's/clubs outside the mall and my ears were nearly freezing off. we didn't go in anywhere, though. because sabrina is still 17, so we couldn't get into any of the really good places and the other ones are just crap...or too crowded.
i once again noticed that i'm not your typical girl. sabrina told me all that stuff about her endless list of relationships again and talked about all her friends and guys she knows and all. not only didn't i have any similar stuff to tell her but i just wasn't interested. i just couldn't bring myself to care. i mean, she told me how much she loved her ex. who technically is her ex-ex because she had someone in between as well. and i just thought "yeah, right, and because he was 'the one' you're not together anymore and you had a new one already..." it's just...it bears the same excitement as a daily soap. you listen and you want to know what happened next but at the same time you don't really care. it just seems so shallow to me...
my new technic to liven up by social life was quite helpful, though. for a while now already i keep thinking to myself "ok, what would carrie do now?". that helps a lot. you just imagine yourself in a sex&the city-like talk. it doesn't always work and is quite hard but after some time i actually think that our topics are of some kind of importance. though, i haven't quite figured out a small thing... when you're talking to a friend and you don't really care about what they're saying...does it still bear some importance because listening to them is important to keep the friendship going or can you just ignore their babbling?

oh yes, in case you were wondering...i got a new layout. i wanted to make my own one again. but i was searching around for a certain code and found this and instantly fell in love with it, so i decided to use it. i absolutely adore it. it's cute, funny and SO me. i still have to change the guestbook...which will happen some time in the next few hours, i suppose.
something absolutely great happened this weekend. i can't really tell you what because of certain people maybe reading this. but it gave me such a huge buzz. makes me feel a little like a sucker but still amazing. maybe i'll you what i'm talking about later but not now. i don't wanna seem like a...dunno...bitch to the person in question. for now just be happy for me. or don't. your choice. but don't come and tell me off. :p

i haven't seen a single piece of blue sky today. i just noticed this. the shades were down all day and my mom just pulled them up and it's all dark outside. i noticed how i didn't even get to see the sky before. and it kind of makes me sad. i really need to get our more. though there isn't much point in going out on a sunday. not for me anyways.
tomorrow is monday and i'll have to go to school again. i don't want to. (haha, surprise) i just don't see any point anymore. i think i'll go home before p.e. because i refuse to take part in the lesson. we're supposed to play footy against the boys and i'd prefer to keep my body parts, thank you. even if we play among us girls there's still the stupid fucking bitch nina. i hate her hate her hate her. why can't she just fall over and be dead? argh.

i guess i have to go and call maja now. i promised to call back in half an hour and i guess that was over an hour ago now. :p yeah, whatever, everyone should know how great i am at keeping dates and all...


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