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poo-diving?!

2002-08-15


i'm a happy and excited little girl. only about 20 hours left :D or so...
but i'm not entirely happy. dunno, i've felt rather weak and depressed the whole day. there's no reason for that and i didn't tell anyone though a few people asked if anything was wrong with me. i don't think anyone needs to get worked up over that. i think i'm just lacking of sleep. loads of sleep. i wasn't able to fall asleep before 6 or 7 this morning. i played sims and worked on the site and watched tv (romeo&juliet is the worst film every made!!!) and read my manics bio and listened to music and when i was finally half asleep my mom came in and brought the hamsters back (had kicked them out last night again) and woke me up. hooray! and at 11.30am or something mariam called and woke me up. and afterwards i couldn't sleep anymore because i had to do something for my mom. yuck! so i'm probably going to bed after i finished this entry.

oh, to get away from my usual teenage angst depression issues...i really have the strangest thoughts late at night. last night i lay in bed and remembered that jackass episode which i had watched the other nights where the guys went "poo-diving" and i actually wondered if "poo-diving" was really a job. i mean, of course, it is. i know that someone has to do that job. but what is it called? and is it the only thing you do as a "poo-diver" or is it part of a job? and are they earning more than bill gates? they surely deserve it. ok, i'm finished now.
and i'm sure this'll give me some nice "poo-diving" hits from google. just like yesterday...i checked my stats and someone actually came to my site because they had typed "i pee when i laugh" in. i remember i once mentioned that shirt with that slogan i wanted to buy. but apart from that...WHO WOULD WANT TO FIND SITES ABOUT THAT??????

oh gawd...someone save me please! i think i mentioned that, for a while now, i keep watching "giga games" religiously. and that's bad enough i'd say. but now, i'm also *thinking* about signing up on their site and posting comments about games and the hosts and whatever. yes, i am ashamed. *hides in corner*

ok, i need something to drink and the coke is in the car. so, i have to go out into the cold and get it and then crawl into my bed and sleep for 12-14 hours. buy buy


HIM - razorblade romance



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