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an entry about sticking your finger up your arse
2003-09-14
i've seen an interview with a german band called die �rzte today. and they've said something that will forever be my motto from now on. they basically said that it is important to have loads of self-irony. i think that's what most people are lacking, sadly.
but it's ok...tell me how much i suck. i love to hear that. ruin my day. go on.
on second thought...there's not much to ruin. today sucks because tomorrow is monday. and i have to go to that stupid new apprentices introducing day. and i am scheduled to entertain the parents. but i have no clue what i need to do at all. until friday i didn't even know i was scheduled for that. so generally, i'll be sitting at this table with all the parents and we'll stare at each other and it'll all be terribly awkward. and it'll last for about 6 hours. perfect day, eh?
yeah...people suck. and again i have the strong urge to move to the australian outback. or some deserted island. or whatever. somewhere where the only thing for me to do would be staring holes into the air. which i do all the time anyway.
i feel sick and i am shaking. maybe i'm coming down with something so i needn't go there tomorrow. but probably it's just my own sucky life that's making me sick. oh well...who cares anyway?
now excuse me while i'll go to find a tape to record placebo and (hopefully) AFI on...unless they've suddenly decided i'm not worthy to look at them anymore.
most people take themselves way too serious.
really...some people have their fingers so far up their own arse i'm surprised they don't yelp at each step they take...
i can already see myself stumbling to the center of the room to break down and scream. which is basically what i wanna do all the time anyway. am i the only one who wants to start screaming at random points throughout the day? dunno why, but something inside me tells me it would help.
the ataris - boys of summer