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i'm so happy 'cause you're so happy

2002-06-15


once again this is gonna be a short entry. ok, compared to what i've seen on my trips through diaryland, the last one was incredibly long. but we all know what long doesn't necessarily mean long with me. *laughs*
basically i am forcing myself to write this entry. i am soooo tired and soooo not in the mood for all this. but today, something so exciting and so important happened that i can't possibly leave this out in my diary.
well well, guess who got an apprenticeship today? yup yup yup! *points at self and nods* i am soooo happy and excited. just yesterday, i had a total breakdown because i had got another letter. this time from that bastard who'd made me feel like i was the greatest during the interview. i was really so down and cried a lot and then even poured my heart out to maja which sooo wasn't planned but made me feel a lot better in the end (thanks for listening, sweetie :) ). but still, even this morning, i was feeling frustrated and depressed because i was convinced i wouldn't find anything this year. but i went there anyway, though i was 100% sure that they wouldn't take me because i didn't fit in there or whatever. but it went amazing! i got there and was completely surprised because i was told it would be a group interview. it was a bit scary because usually you prepare yourself differently for the different kinds of interviews and i was prepared for a single interview. but anyway, the two girls in my group were lovely, even tho the one seemed a bit...dumb. (i don't wanna be mean but she wasn't able to answer the most simple questions and all...) ok, i have to admit, i had a feeling it wasn't all that bad. but when they sent us out of the room, i was convinced they would tell me to leave. after ages they asked the first one of us (the dumb one) in and talked to her for only a minute. and then one of them came to us and said we should come in and we were all surprised because they wanted to talk to us together and at that point it was quite clear that at least we wouldn't be sent away immediately. they told us right away that we had done pretty nicely during the talks and all and that they wanted to offer us a contract. now, the only things that are standing between us are the medical stuff (have to see a doctor next week...usual stuff) and the some kind of speaker for the apprentices but she was there, too and i'm sure she would have said something against their decision if she wanted to. so, basically i have the thing already. it more or less depends on what the doctor says but if they say i am not able to do this job (which is ridiculous since i am 19 and it's an office job) it's all ruined anyway.
gawd, i'm so happy! i just wanna hug each and everyone. *huge grin*

but now that i forced the world to be happy with me by writing this entry...i am gonna move my lazy and tired butt to bed. nite!


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