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the end of the world
2002-10-13
*sigh* the bsh is dead. i dunno why but apparently leigh, the owner, has shut everything and whatever. that's pretty sad. i lost my 2nd home on the net, which seems quite depressing. i dunno, i guess i'd be even more depressed if today hadn't been such a whirl of emotions and happenings to me i haven't quite thought about, yet. it's not like that much had happened but i'm feeling sick and rather numb and a bit like i was sitting in a bubble...
i am feeling seriously sick. my whole head feels numb and my senses aren't working properly, either. i can't stay home tomorrow, tho, cos i'd have to go to the doctor then and i'm not having any of that.
i finally got the new sims add-on to work and it's damn cute. the sims can have pets now and my sim adopted a little dog and called him "K.I.T.T." but he keeps peeing onto the floor and generally doesn't like my sim for telling him off. tse...
anyway, i'll go to bed now...maybe i'll be able to sleep. btw...25 days, yey!!!
right now, i am just glad if it doesn't mean placebo are splitting up. which i don't think is the case anyway. it's not like i was ever a terribly popular member of the forum anyway or like i spend 24/7 there. it was nice and people there were lovely and all...i just never felt like i fit in there tooooo much, so i only went there a few times a week and never stayed all that long. so, i guess, since there are alternative boards to go to to hear the news, i could live without the forum/site but i luv placebo and don't want them to go away. :( well i don't know...tomorrow the whole thing might depress me a whole lot more when i'm actually able to use my three brain cells to think about it all...
the movie last night was good. not as in "ooooh, brilliant, my new fave" but good. not overproduced or anything and really character-driven which was nice for a change. so yes, i can recommend it, i suppose.
placebo - haemoglobin (acoustic)