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2004-10-12


wow, i think i might have something like a lactose-allergy or something. whenever i eat something with milk or cream or something, my stomach starts aching and i feel sick. that would suck because it's hard enough to eat halfway healthily already. i really don't need some sort of special diet to be careful with.

so, it's only 2 months and 2 days until my birthday. the torture starts again. what am i gonna do? how can i get away? will i actually manage to get away this time? i suppose not. i tried last year and it didn't happen. i suppose this year is gonna be just as bad. people pretending not to see what a sad sad life i'm leading. they'll be all like "hooray! it's your birthday! your birth was such a cool thing and you're SO not a waste of space!" insane.

ok, i have five minutes left unil sex and the city comes on. and i need to feel this time with some mindless rantings. too bad i can't think of anything. *sips her tea* *sips some more tea*

oh yeah, i'm sure you'll be delighted to hear that i'll get my AFI merch tomorrow. the dhl-man came today but i had to waste my time sitting on a bench and waiting for P.E. to end, so i wasn't home to accept it. now i have to pick it up tomorrow. damn me for being so impatient.

oh, and yesterday the weirdest thing happened. first, i was stuck in traffic for over an hour before school and after school, i was stuck again for at least as long. so, i spent about 4 hours STANDING on the highway. and guess what? i was all cheery and happy. i kept singing along to the radio, i called maja, i called my mum...i was laughing and giggling. i'm sure people around me thought i was stoned or something. it's weird. i'm slowly turning into a positive person and i hate this. look what this change does to my diary; i'm writing idiotic entries. well, more idiotic than usual anyway.


good charlotte - predictable.



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