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dum dum dum...
2003-02-12
i found this today. i am not actually really down or depressed or in any other bad condition at the moment but it sounds pretty good. i'm particularly interested in the dragon X stuff. ok, �35 for 8 pills probably is a crap price and all but it sounds so good. i don't actually think it's really dangerous. otherwise it wouldn't be legal. i'd just like to have it in my pocket in case things get tough again. it could be really helpful some time. maybe i'm totally out of it but i'm really really thinking about ordering them. i just don't know what to tell my mom. i need to have a reason to use her credit card...
i'm confused. i don't know what to think of annette and jacqueline at the moment. at times it seems like they're desperately trying to get away from me. i feel left out most of the time. maybe i'm imagining things but jacqueline's also shooting me 'those looks' like i had done something to piss her off but i don't know what. it's starting to annoy me, though. such things always make me mad because they seem to happen totally out of the blue. things seem to be alright and then such stuff happens. i'm not naive enough to believe everybody i talk to is gonna become my best friend but i think i can expect some loyalty, can't i?
i got very good news today: i'll get a pay rise in may. ok, i kind of knew about it already but forgot and annette reminded me today. it's only �20 but hey, better than nothing. financially-wise i also decided that i'll try to save up a little and maybe get a new car next year. i like mine and there's nothing wrong with it but i don't want to drive it til it falls apart and i think two years is alright. it already has over 60.000km. in fact i missed the mark today. when i checked it had 60.070km. pah!
anyway, i just saw a cool commercial on telly and i have to go and check what it's all about now.
sabrina and i are getting better again, though. we just talked on the phone to arrange something for saturday and we'll go to the movies then. we're probably gonna see 'the ring' which is supposed to be very good. she also gave me a little update on her current life which is very good. apparently she's taking driving lessons at the moment and we'll have both tests soon. i'll keep my fingers crossed for her because she already has a car and can't wait to drive it.
oh hey, exactly one month til the placebo gig today. no, this isn't of any real importance but i wanted to write it anyway because i sooo can't wait.
foo fighters - all my life